when we truly realize that we are all alone is when we need others the most

- Ronald Anthony

so many things i wanna do,

but i only have 24 hours

it's now or never

push on team,

for we've come so far

a million and one things

coursing through my mind

wearing me out

DEAR JOHN IS OFFICIALLY OUT IN SINGAPORE

BUT WHERE WILL I BE?

IN FRIGGIN' SCHOOL!!!!

GONNA CATCH IT NO MATTER WHAT

NO. MATTER. WHAT.

if i were to say,

life is full of crap

i'm confident to say that no one will say yes

but if i were to say,

life is full of greatness

i'm also confident to say that no one will disagree

it all lies in the mindset

when we choose to focus on the negativity of things,

we will project the negativity onto our lives and amplify it

when we choose to focus on the positivity of things,

everything will seem much better and positive

but now lies the real question

what does it take for one to be able to focus on the positive things ONLY

man are prone to take the easy way out

feeling sorry for themselves is way easier than perking oneself up

for me,

i am one who lacks the strength to pull through

what will i ever do with myself

should i or should i not?

get an itouch

for:

1 it has a much bigger memory than my current ipod nano

2 i could really use the new earphones

3 i can surf the bloody internet

4 i can play lame games

5 i can be one of those up-and-rising elitists (: [hi daddy!]

against:

1 it's 200 hundred bucks gone

2 my current nano still serves me well

3 i could save up the money

4 itouch is overrated? [gawd hazel, you own a mac]

5 its fragile and i can't just chuck it in my bag

6 what happened to wanting the ipod classic?

HELP!

seriously,

just fuck off

and suddenly, when i look into his eyes,

i saw such beauty, it was beyond words.

"why'd you always walk backwards?"

"only when i'm not with you"

"but why?"

"because i never want you to see me turn my

back and leave"

and it was then i knew, he was the one.

i'm really reconsidering quitting school

and no, i'm not just saying it to get attention

or whatever you freaks out there think

fuck, i don't even care what you think

cause you are not me so you don't know what's going on

sometimes i can't get why i have to go through it all

i really could use somebody to talk to now

like help me out with my life

cause it's seriously

screwed.up.

RESPECT is earned

not given out

seriously, if my canoeing career is not on the line

i'll let you know just what i think

and just not to keep you in suspense,

try figuring this out:

FUCK YOU

speechless

respect

although i'm not a christian,

this quote struck me

but am i up for it?

rise up; this matter is in your hands.

we will support you, so take courage and do it

Erza 10:4

not. good. enough

i've been roaming around,

i was looking down at all i see

painted faces fill the places i can't reach

you know that i could use somebody

you know that i could use somebody

-use somebody, kings of leon

new year this year is different from the past years

minor changes here and there

i don't know if i should be feeling good about it

but one this i know for sure is that

i've got more plans! (:

spend time with the team yesterday at mr a's place

pick me up;

cause i'm falling

feeling like crap

i need the beach; pronto!