HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

lydia, for you (:

SUPPORT YDOUTHINK

FUCK

my ipod is officially screwed

):

nike city 10k kl vs sg challenge event shirt

the moment my dada came down the stairs

i was momentarily blinded

i thought he was wearing a friggin' shirt with lights

ugly fluorescent green/yellow tee

blue polka dot maxi dress

loveandbravery

cut-off sweater

forever21

cream crop sweater

forever21

trophy girlfriend crop raglan

forever21

this is FUCKING SICK!!!

please, for the love of all things great,

don't ask me about my studies

(unless i ask you about it, then it's ohkay)

no, i didn't study

maybe, i might start studying soon

and yes, i'm prepared to crash and burn and die

now, are you satisfied?!

i don't know what i'm thinking

or doing anymore

"will you regret it?"

"i don't think so"

outing with babe is awesome fun!

(:

great company, great froyo! (:

I LOVE YOU WORLDPEACE

i need to get my body clock staright

turningnocturnalfuckit

immabrat

iwantmaxidressesiwantthat

iwantnewclothesandiwanthats

iwantwalletsandcoinpursesandpenciltins

iwantcamerasandiwantanewphone

iwantfoodandiwantworldpeace

(:

what i've been doing

waiting for time to past

for me, these upcoming few weeks

will amount to nothing

because my future lies ahead from all this tests

my future will not be defined by the exams

fuckidontcareifistudyornotfuck

right now,i just wanna take photos

like buy the whole basic tools

and backpack around the whole

and take photographs all day long

pretty pretty photographs

maybe i'll be lucky

and be able to capture the beauty of the world

oh we dreamed a life

it was just like that,was like that

and just like that,and just like that it's done

-time lapse lifeline

maria taylor

a word's just a word

till you mean what you say

and love isn't love

till you give it away

-Send It On

my classmates are all pushing forth

they are pushing so hard and we all see it

i may not seem to pay attention to them in class,

while i'm wallowing in my own pool of self-pity,

but i do know, i know how much they are struggling

my classmates are by far not slow people

and they might seem crazy and fun

but they work really hard

their determination for academic grades are beyond me

sometimes i wonder if i was the only anomaly of my class

i possess no ounce of fighting spirit in me, with regards to studying

to me, studying is redundant

although i will not say my struggle compared to theirs is nothing

to me, it's something and no less important to me

everyone fight their own battles

and this struggle is righteously justified and mine

like my class and academics

all i can do is push them and support them all the way

and hopefully, we can achieve our dream

our random-yet-out-there-and-secretly-craving-dream

to have the entire class called up onto stage come march 2011

but of course minus me

now, i no longer see that as putting myself down

or giving up on myself

it's is just the plain fact, plain fact indeed

GO 09S02!

forever the winners and warriors of my heart!

(:

don't fucking say you wanna change

don't fucking say you wanna improve

when you don't fucking mean it

if you rather spend your time with others,

just say so

don't keep giving us false hopes and empty promises

i'm speaking for myself,

but i'm sure she feels the same way

just fucking back off

i don't fucking need you in my life

you can fucking go enjoy with your friends and boy

no need to come and fucking apologise for no shit

fucking stay away

your chances, i gave one too many

you lost your last life

bye bye

it used to be my passion

i know my stuff

and now,it just seem so far away

so foreign

FUCK, what is wrong with me?

i really miss the old times

when i didn't find it so hard to stay in school

i had dreams and i had goals

i enjoyed choir singing and drama practices

i lost myself in dance,making sure i worked my hardest

just to feel the euphoria erupt through my leaps and jumps

i miss the old times when i just enjoyed everything i did

now i am just doing it all out of must

HONEY STIX GALORE!!!

it was almost full to start with

and i've been around my lappie too much

and have been eating the honey sticks out of sheer boredom

even when i have something to do

i'm bored

unless i have to have like twenty thousand things to do at ONE time

to feel the least bit occupied

YES, I'M WEIRD

suck on that

i was just listening to this song!

pretty!

that's from me to everyone i love

reminds me of david choi's mv by wongfu productions

disclaimer: whatever said here is of no offence to anyone

and is just a personal opinion

why do they keep telling us that we can do it?

is it because we REALLY can?

or because they are educators and have to say so?

food for though?

two days away from school was bittersweet

i feel horrible leaving my classmates in the lurch

to me, being in a class is like making a pact

a pact to go through it all

together as a single body and make it through no matter what

and to me, loyalty stands high on the charts

what demas said the other day in front of the entire cohort

about 09S02 being a great and prominent example of a united class

really struck hard and permanent

and now, i ain't there to prepare for the battle

if my classmates hate, i'll understand

however, on the other hand

not attending school allowed me to consider my options

and clear up my thoughts

also, i didn't have to face up/answer/receive

all the disapproval and disappointment from various sources

at least, i didn't have to think and live through it all

now, i'm confused and at the crossroads

finding good food but cheap food

is hard and time-consuming

but then when you find it,

it will be RE-WAR-DING! (: