haiz...things change.(i know)but some are just drastic and sometimes,i just dun wanna change.its difficult to accept. ):
i wish i can talk to someone about it.someone that knows how to listen and i mean really.i dun think there's some miracle button that can turn back tme.but at least alking to someone can relieve the funny feeling.some changes are just not easy to accept.its as if i'm looking through a certain "template".but changing "templates" is diffcult.i requires oneself to get used to it.
certain things happen in life and you never seem to be able to figure out why.people call this fate.but i'm sure that there's a reason!(or so i think)haiz.the world never a fair place.some people just get the good things and some that the dun deserve while some people gets crap.even all of us do not know how "lucky"we are,why do some people just get everything?haiz.NOT FAIR!!!
oh yah!i have changed my blogskin and this skin doesn't have the loves&hates part.soi'll just write here.haha.
I HATE FLIRTS!!!
and i have cleverly found out that the word 'flirt' is not just a word but an abbreviation.and i have skillfully decoded it...(keke)
F**king
Lonely
Idiot(s)
Randomly
Treasure-hunting*
*treasure-hunting refers to hunting of the opposite sex...
i just can stand them!!!
Friday, September 15, 2006
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
my new life...
i had never expected that a bond can be so fragile and had actually broke due the spark that was created by a special connection with a 'family'.
i'm not an unreasonable person who have disputes with anyone and everyone over nothing.i dun work down orchard road and just pick out a random person and start shouting vulgarities and start hating them.i won't also not be so attention-thirsty to draw a huge crowd to look at me hurling 'colourful' language in the middle of orchard road.i ust be beserk to do that!and i'm certainly sane enough to maintain my composure.
also,i dun not start a dispute with someone over one thing.i usually 'give chances'.anyway,our friendship was already wobbling over the edge.anything could happen.it could have lost balance and fall off.or it could have swung back to safe land.apparently,it chose to shatter and i couldn't have avoided it.FATE,that's what it is.
we had kept up the 'cold war' for 3 days.however,we had something on today and we're together.when we were ready to leave,we were standing at the curb,ready to cross the road.however,this road had no 'middle' curb to seperate the two way road.i we were ready to cross when i noticed that a car was coming,while she was looking at the other side.and she even had stepped down from the curb.i was ready to put aside our dispute for that second and pull her back.she had also noticed a car from the other side and thought i was going to cross.she also held her hand out to pull me back.we held our hands out at the same time and we caught hold of each other and we haled ourselves back.we then turned toward each other as if nothing had happened between us.we smiled at each other and then realised where we are and who we were.we immediately let go and i turned away.that moment was sort of magical.i don't mean it in as in i like her or whatever.instead,it was magical in a friends kind of way.
my besties have asked me to make peace.however,it's difficult.i don't know how to explain.but i just have a feeling that i'm not looking at the full picture.i may be misunderstood atsome point.or i may have misunderstood her.my view is blur.
and now for pictures.hmmm.looking at them reminds me of the funky time we had together.i love my class!
isn't that me?and i'm FLYING!!!(please pardon the ugly everything) (:
and here is the picture where everyone is in the air! (:
unfortunately i dun have a full calss photo.shall find it and post it! (:
and lastly something i 'painted' myself,
and now,i shall sign off! (: takkaire people!oh yah!soon eng,GET WELL SOON!!!with lots of love,hazel (:
i had never expected that a bond can be so fragile and had actually broke due the spark that was created by a special connection with a 'family'.
i'm not an unreasonable person who have disputes with anyone and everyone over nothing.i dun work down orchard road and just pick out a random person and start shouting vulgarities and start hating them.i won't also not be so attention-thirsty to draw a huge crowd to look at me hurling 'colourful' language in the middle of orchard road.i ust be beserk to do that!and i'm certainly sane enough to maintain my composure.
also,i dun not start a dispute with someone over one thing.i usually 'give chances'.anyway,our friendship was already wobbling over the edge.anything could happen.it could have lost balance and fall off.or it could have swung back to safe land.apparently,it chose to shatter and i couldn't have avoided it.FATE,that's what it is.
we had kept up the 'cold war' for 3 days.however,we had something on today and we're together.when we were ready to leave,we were standing at the curb,ready to cross the road.however,this road had no 'middle' curb to seperate the two way road.i we were ready to cross when i noticed that a car was coming,while she was looking at the other side.and she even had stepped down from the curb.i was ready to put aside our dispute for that second and pull her back.she had also noticed a car from the other side and thought i was going to cross.she also held her hand out to pull me back.we held our hands out at the same time and we caught hold of each other and we haled ourselves back.we then turned toward each other as if nothing had happened between us.we smiled at each other and then realised where we are and who we were.we immediately let go and i turned away.that moment was sort of magical.i don't mean it in as in i like her or whatever.instead,it was magical in a friends kind of way.
my besties have asked me to make peace.however,it's difficult.i don't know how to explain.but i just have a feeling that i'm not looking at the full picture.i may be misunderstood atsome point.or i may have misunderstood her.my view is blur.
and now for pictures.hmmm.looking at them reminds me of the funky time we had together.i love my class!
isn't that me?and i'm FLYING!!!(please pardon the ugly everything) (:
and here is the picture where everyone is in the air! (:
unfortunately i dun have a full calss photo.shall find it and post it! (:
and lastly something i 'painted' myself,
and now,i shall sign off! (: takkaire people!oh yah!soon eng,GET WELL SOON!!!with lots of love,hazel (:
Sunday, September 10, 2006
keke.i've had a wonderful day on friday.cause it was our 2e5'06 class outing.as joel would put it,"it was considered a successful one." (: anyway,i'm proud to claim that i've obtained a DARKER skin tone!!!yay! (: keke.anyway,we took pictures at siloso beach.so do visit again when i've uploaded them. (:
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