OH AND GUYS!!!

I CHOPPED MY HAIR OFF!!!

NO MORE BORING LONG FLAT HAIR

SAY HI TO THE ALL-NEW

JUSTINBIEBERRIHANNAPINK HAIR!

(:

SEE, I WAS GOING FOR PINK'S DO

BUT SOME SAID IT LOOKS LIKE RIHANNA MINUS THE RED THREAD

AND SOME SAID JUSTIN BIEBER

SO YEAH (:

and so i forgot all about it

i took neoprints recents with justin

fucking epic

we were like WHAT?! HUH?!

and it is so tiring to be running around doing poses and all

it was so long ago since i last took

i was still in secondary school then

and it was justin's virgin and last experience

it was epic-ly gay for both me and him

just so so weird

it used to be huge right?

like there would be a machine everywhere

and then a whole show of machines for you to just take till you go insane

hahaha...

never really loved it

but now, can say you'll have to dare me to do it

just realised i lost my thumbdrive

and it's driving me insane

coupled with lack of sleep and i'm a fucking time bomb

i think i just made justin double-take

cause i whined and became impossible

still am,

cause i can't find my thumbdrive

fuck

watched sucker punched

and it sucked

i left the movie theatre going HUH?

not the inception kinda wow-HUH?

it's the i just got jacked outta 7-bucks-HUH?

justin said the title sucker punched is in relation to the audience being sucker punched

cause you are like WTF did i just watched

seriously, don't waste your money

so since people are asking what the fuck i plan to do,

imma tell you guys who ask.

as much as i don't want to,

imma go study (DRAG!)

went to SIM planning to take the RMIT programme

but...i'm too dumb to do that

results don't allow me to so i got two choices

university of buffalo and diploma

the first i decided to apply for double degree in communication and sociology

and the second some business diploma (you can see which i'd prefer)

but the degree course is 64K while the diploma is 3.5K

so like i don't think i'll be able to do the degree course cause it's too expensive

that's about it...

yupp

please just let me get out the hate i feel towards my job

it sucks so much i wanna just drop EVERYTHING and go

it's like the hate i had when i was studying...

but i can't just leave because i would love to return in the future still in good relation with the school

and i wanna leave as a responsible person, since we are right in the middle of a production

and i've also yet to finish all the tasks i'm expected to finish

although it is impossible in every sense for me to do alone

she is known for using "relations" to anchor people

in other, less polite, words, emotional blackmail

i am not the only one but i am the one who will not allow it to escalade

she will stretch every single one of us till we tak boleh tahan and leave

for good

her loss, something she will never understand

so yesterday justin and i went for dinner at sizzler

then a snobby bitch and her mother decided to ruin my pre-dinner mood

we arrived just seconds before her and proceeded to wait on the welcome carpet behind the door (point marked smiley face - (: for great job!)

because the friggin' sign said, "PLEASE WAIT TO BE SEATED"

the snobby bitch just barged into the restaurant and stood by the cashier waiting to be served

(point marked W - w for wrong!)

there was a manager attending to a customer at the cashier

and a staff saw us and came to us

i kindly asked for a table for two

the staff then realised the snobby bitch and was thinking who to serve first

the manager then told him to serve us first cause he saw that we arrived first

as we walked past the snobby bitch i overheard her say

"they were just looking at the menu, like seriously..."

wow, she seriously made my fucking blood boil

gawddamnit, i even told justin that if i bump into her at the salad bar

i will BREAK her ugly face

first, they said please wait to be seated

you can't just bloody barge in

second, when a person is just looking at the menu, s/he stands in front of the menu

when a person is waiting to be seated, s/he stands directly at the entrance

if that uncultured swine has no idea about proper body language and ettiquette

then she is a FAIL _|_

RESUME WRITING: MY BIGGEST DOWNFALL

nowadays, parents are becoming more irritable

they treat their kids like princes and princesses

spoiling their kids to the limit

working at my drama school,

i encounter many situations that make my blood boil and froth

allow me to explain and get it all out

[not in chronological order]

encounter 1:

we need the performers to get tops that a apple green/light green

and i rejected y's tops twice because they were obviously too dark to be apple/light green

and the second one she bought was even darker

whereas we've shown them what exactly we want

after the second rejection,

her mother called in to shout and bitch about how she spent 50 over dollars on the two tops

and still i rejected them

insisting that it was our fault since we didn't provide them with a sample or colour swab

complaining that we should reimburse them

telling her that she should bring her daughter along to buy since she knows

the mother tells me that she did indeed bring her daughter

but the daughter tells the mother that she didn't know

is it my problem your daughter chooses the easy way out by saying idk?

who asked you to buy such an expensive top?

colour swabs and samples, who do you think we are?

interior designers?!

encounter 2:

same mother same daughter

called in a few days ago,

telling me her daughter cannot attend the performance on the first night

due to school activities

and if the daughter will still resume her role on the second night

WHAT?! irresponsible and totally unbelievable

horrible parenting skills

encounter 3:

expecting me to schedule rehearsals around not the kid's timings

but the parents' timing

so who is perfoming? you or your kid?

they are already old enough to travel on their own

teach them independence not chauffeur them to and fro

encounter 4:

so they are 10 - 11 year olds

so when we set their schedule, we have to yet again call and inform their parents

should not it be THEIR responsibility to inform their parents?

reminder-calls are not to be taken for granted because they should not even be there

as a performer, isn't it your responsibility to be aware of your rehearsal times

and not the office worker?!

encounter 5:

if you keep bombarding your child with tuitions and extra lessons

don't blame us if she goes home crying she can't finish her work

when you enroll your child into an activity, it is not a touch-and-go process

it is a commitment

you should be well prepared to commit time and effort

should not it be a full-on mastered skill as compared to a variant of knowledge but no skill?

all in all, the generation has morphed into a whole new dimension

and with it, more pros and cons

parents should rethink on their parenting methods

and kids should rethink how they should live life and behave

addicted to soya bean ice blended

(Y)

rejected.

do i try again or just give up?

fuck

my results are seriously not good

not good enough for anything

but i don't regret my decision

the only shit i'm feeling now is that my life is at a standstill

and it's rather depressing

i don't know what to do

wanna curl up and die

seriously don't have a life

receiving unexpected texts from people you least expect

THANK YOU FOR YOUR LOVE AND CONCERN! (:

care too much?

ohkay, now you guys are on your own

good luck

_|_

read it,suck it

no choice already

hahaha, GG

so i'm currently working at my drama school

and our neighbour is a production company

they have an eery light box just in front of my school

and it really freaks me out

my office front is slanted and facing the pavement nearest the stairs

so technically i am staring straight at the badly thought-up name of the company

bloody hell, it's eery on its own, even more when lit up

and i DO NOT think it's art-sy fart-sy or whatever they were trying to get across

i mean, if you put it on your side i couldn't be bothered

but it is right smack in the middle and people are asking me if we are called that gawd-awful name

it doesn't even make sense

NV ER (the daughter in chinese)

plus, we place chairs outside of our school along the pavement

for parents to sit and wait for their kids

then these neighbours didn't even do much as ask

and just borrowed our chairS and placed them in front of their place

as though it's theirs

and they took all the newer nicer ones and leave us the older ones

they don't even take care of it

blatantly smoking and placing beer cans on our chairs

and having gathering sessions outside

using our chairs

WTF

adults can be so rude

and oen of them is an actor...

gosh, you suck at being a grown-up

-.-