life is just so confusing

it's difficult to find the right ties

it really takes time

do you have to take in the fact that you're comfortable with it?

and what about whether you're happy about it?

it takes time

but sometimes it's just so tiring

there are times when they're so great

but then there are times where everything seems wrong

takes time,take time

52 DAYS TO 'O' LEVELS

yes yes,it's less then two months away

now school is just revision,revision,revision

they should just scrape lessons like math or something

during math [e/a] no one's paying attention

cause he is just droning on and on and on

it's crazy!

let us do our own work

and question our doubts if we need to

i DO feel bad that he is like trying so hard

but we don't give a fuck

but it's just the wrong way to work la

I LOVE HISTORY!!!

alrighty.now for the racial harmony day photograghs!!!

THE INFAMOUS A.S.H. [suhailah,afiqa,hazel]

[lifang,hazel,esther]

[clockwise from top-left: esther,hazel,suhailah,nic.c.,afiqa]

[left-right: nic.w.,jagan,suhailah,hazel,lifang]

JAG'S THE CUTEST!!! [lifang,hazel,jagan]

atiqah&hazel

hazel&azwan

hazel&azfar

then sports' day!!!

WE WON BEST CLASS!!! [see that tallest one!?]

on the tracks

with mdm lock being model-isque

hazel and her trophies [missing one though]

(:

i changed my email

so please email me at my current(the kl... one)

and i'll email you my new one

or you could log on to msn

and if i'm online,

you can get my new email

thank you (:

[didn'tknow changing emails was so TROUBLESOME]

i haven't been updating

and actually touching the computer

as i've been training after school everyday

for my sports' day

and it turned out well

with great results

our class won overall class champion

and i won the best individual girls' for the C division

it was great and all our efforts paid off

our tee design was simple but definitely caught people's attention

it was great!

i really wanna thank all those who put in their effort!

thank you 4E5!

[pictures will be uploaded (:]

my knee is busted

and i haven't ran in like four freaking days

my stamina's like crap

oh

mentos yogurt is freaking nice

i'm going gaga

and i'm craving for coffeebean mocha iceblended

and also mike&ikes jellybeans

oh no!

i'm probably high on sugar!

WHEE!

the past friday was great!!!

our entire class wore ethnic costume!!!

atiqah looked great in the qipao

really sent amazing rihanna vibes

fiona was so pretty!!!

she looked damn beautiful in the red qipao too!

afiqa,suhailah,lifang,rachelle,huimin looked marvellous in their bajus

so malay beauty paegent (:

esther,sheela,fengling,mogana,cindy,yingying,eunice,bhaffy in the pretty indian costume

bollywood!!!shah ru khan!!!

injin,grace,bindu in the unique myanmar costume

erm,how'd you say greeting in burmese?

it was a full-fledged camwhoring session by not only the girls but the guys too!!!

i missed many individual photos with many people

but at least we have an incomplete group photo

which was actually suggested by the GUYS!!!

man,i LOVE the class!!!

i'll upload the photos after monday

i promise! (:

stay tune people!

who are friends?

how do we define them?

are they those mere strangers we "seem" to know?

or are they those people we share our ice-creams with?

are they people who we can trust?

or are they just people who we talk to so as not to seem like loners?

who are they?

i think i have an issue with trust

the only people whom i can trust are my seniors from drama

and of course a.s.h.

but other than that...

i trust them all

but there are still underlying episodes

~~~

and then there's the

"don't judge a book by it cover" expression

who knew the quiet neighbour was actually a serial killer?

who knew the quiet girl sitting by the corner is actually harbouring so much dark thoughts

she had to voice it out in an uncouth and immature way?

well,everyone has their childish moments ya?

hey you,yeah you.

back down soon or it's gonna get ugly...

(now,is that immature too?)

she hacked into my blogger account

to obtain my blog url

it totally takes the fun out of people searching for my blog ya?

so i changed my password

(for the second time)

and changed my url

i finally changed my url

i hope it won't be found by the not-to-be-named

it is a long story

i shall share it soon!

(:

we're all living a hard harsh world

we have certain standards to achieve

we have to live by certain "rules"

etiqutte and mannerism

who came up with this whacked crap?

no one but people who see the need to be different

and of higher social standing

what is this?

we are of equal status and standing

why push the limits to obtain a meaningless "name"

what is the use of standing high on a pedestal?

it gives you nothing

to heck with these

but we are pushed

and bound into this mould

happy or not

we have to live by it

it's the last leap into a whole new place

but still in lala mode

how is this possible?

i'm kinda screwing everything up

and i don't feel good about it

i may look like i can't be bothered

and i really don't wanna be

but sometimes,

somethings,

get to me

~~~

i'm changing my url soon

(:

what do you see yourself doing in twenty years' time?

that is what we should constantlyask ourselves

because it keeps us on track

and it reminds us

why we are working so hard

and why we should continue to work so hard

(:

why does it take losing something

to allow one to realise

how emotionally attached

or how important it is to us

why can't we learn to cherish

without loss

why can't we appreciate the value

before it is gone

if the mind sets itself to take things for granted

then it will be neglected and ignored

the value not appreciated

and in many situations

they are not a yo-yo

cause certain things don't return when they are gone

so we have to learn to appreciate the things in life before we lose it forever

all the talks about fate and whatnots

to me,

it's nothing

to me,

what really determine one's future

is the mindset of people

having a positive mindset

allows one to constantly open up their views

and to take things in theire stride

so mindset is important

because it

makes or breaks you