all the talks about fate and whatnots

to me,

it's nothing

to me,

what really determine one's future

is the mindset of people

having a positive mindset

allows one to constantly open up their views

and to take things in theire stride

so mindset is important

because it

makes or breaks you

when things have passed

no matter what amount of dwelling

will change the fact

that things have already happened

so let bygones be bygones

today was hideous

after a long "rest" of three months

i have become rusty

lost my stamina

it was so bad

my timing was so bad

and i kept cramping when i ran with my elbro

how embarrassing

tsktsktsk

watched get smart today

it was hilarious

and i was laughing my heart out

not the funniest

but definitely something to

get my mind off school

so it is a good movie

(:

anyway,

the weather is a defeinite killer in singapore

it's warm and humid

everytime i wish that it'll pour

i'll regret the next second

cause it'll be super humid afterwards

sigh

i need a colder country to leave in

but as scientists estimate

the entire antarctica

will not have any glaciers,ice caps

or whatsoever

in the next ten or so years

humans!

you're supposed to be intelligent beings!

not killers!

today was supposed to watch movie

but in the end

there was no tickets

we went to orchard cineleisure

then plaza singapura

then marina square

in the end

we went to eat

how fun!!!

i'm so random and so bored

):

i would like to dance now

and i really wanna move my feet

i have a sudden surge of energy

to choreograph a dance

and perform it in front of thousands

well,it was always a dream

but now i wanna do it

for real

school's average

life's not very interesting

O levels are rolling in

and i'm still in lala mood

this is so wrong

i alreayd have plans for my holidays

immediately after Os

i'll find myself a job

and i'll sort through my trash

and turn them into

someone else's treasure

and at the same time

try to earn some cash

should i do ebay

or a garage sale

but where is my garage?

i've been in love with gettyimages ever since my elbro introduced it to me

but only recently have i decided to show you my collection (:

~~~

what is it like to look down

at an immense ocean

from a cliff so high

what do you see?

do you see your life flash across the water's surface

do you see your loved ones

do you see your adventurs

do you see your future

or do you just see the water's calm waves

gentle rippling

making pretty pictures

so,

next time you look

what will you see?

i just love swings

although i can't go too high

cause my heart will do a flip inside me

and it makes me sick and dizzy

but i still love it when the wind blows in my face

and my hair just dances in the wind

i love it! (:

what's the hype about a possible guy about?

there's nothing to get excited over kids

cause nothing is up

if there is,you'll be the first in line to know

i'm still single darlings (:

this is not the right time for such things

but when's the right time?

all i need are answers

answers to my million questions

~~~

now,

all i want is to dance again
to feel my body move with the music

to feel the vibe trhough my toes and arms and every part of my bady

i wanna dance so bad

i catch myself dancing sometimes

if only i could dance now...

he's back!

man,

i'm acting like a crazed girl

getting so worked up

hazel,

get your head in the game!

now you know how i feel?

if i could draw more arrows to show how confused i am

i will

and well,

i'm back at square one

or i should say square zero

i don't know what i wanna do

where i wanna go in life

what will my future be?

what will i be doing ten years from now?

i don't know really

i chopped my hair off!!!

it's a little too short for my liking for this style

but oh wells,

what's done can't be undone

next time i chop my hair off

i'll be doing a pixie cut

so it'll be way shorter than it is now

now it's not so hot (: