humanity is leading with a score of i don't know what.

it seems

environmentalists' efforst are working

the level of awareness of recycling and saving the earth is really increasing

that's really the crux of the issue

without awareness

no amount of effort or funds with held the issue

kudos to those who made the effort

now its step two

actually getting people to do what we preach

let's pray people (:

long yishu sucks

yes,my elbro sucks

he likes to bully me

sometimes he's nice

sometimes he's not

he like to kick me

i am not your punching bag

i hate my life

my emotions are hanging my a thin thread

i'm snapping

i'm breaking

i hate this weakness

i'm doing well

and all you know is to look at the emptiness of my glass

it's half full already

you only know how to put me down

you're an asshole alright

my grades are pulled up by so much,

well at least for me

and now you gotta put me down

what about my math?

it's not good enough to pass?

fine,i'll fail.

"shut up before i hate you"

nothing inspiration to blog..

shall rest.

when the sky turns a dark shade of grey

you know the cluods are about to burst

you know the rain would be about to fall

you know the wind is blowing hard

but when someone's heart breaks

would you see te signs

would you see the tears streaming down

would you seethe hurt inside

cause when you lose someone you love so dear

cry a river and build a bridge

then wear on your shoes and get over it

~~~

loving someone is giving them the power to hurt you,

but trusting that they won't

when you blow the whistle

and bring down an entire corporation

because they will eventually cause a crisis

are you a hero who saved thousands

or a mere betrayer who caused hundreds their jobs?

it seems,for some people

their lives are more important than others

and they focus on their own because the calamity has not happened

and they have not experience the massive guilt that will befall them

tsktsktsk,they need to change their mindsets

our moral compasses can only point us in the correct direction

but not make us head in the correct direction.

now that our teens are living in a society which tells them to follow in what the believe in and not to be afraid of what they believe.

it hence led a handful teens to live frivolously and dangerously

with no care for the world

they live with no guilt and remorse

it can lead up to even more extreme cases

for example,the "harry potter"actor who was stabbed to death

teens taking things too lightly and not thinking of the consequences

for example,the group of girls who beat up another just to video it and post it online

the world is facing a major crisis that can't be reversed

so it's now the race of failed humanity and environmental crisis

which will bring the end to mankind?

oh my gosh!

i think i'm addicted to blogging.

haha.

shall blog later on...

i'm out of inspiration...

haha.

it's been spilling out over the few days.

haha.

何时感到寂寞

何时感到悲伤

何时感到快乐

何时感到兴奋

何时想哭，想笑，想跑

我不知道。

我的感触多得让我不知所措

我的感情混淆，令我看不清，感受不到

我的感官一时之间，出卖了我

不知，你能告诉我

我是什么感觉...

~~~

when i'm feeling lonely

when i'm feeling sad

when i'm feeling euphoric

when i'm feeling estatic

when i wanna cry,laugh,run

i don't know.

my feeling leave me confused

my mixed up feelings,leave me baffled,leave me unfeeling

my feelings betrayed me

i don't know,can you tell me

what i'm feeling now?

~~~

translation is like shit. (:

updated wants list:

(like who will care right?)

jelly flats

billabong bag

animal shopping trip

everlast sneaker-pumps

new ankle socks of assorted colours

new ipod nano gen3

lappie

new tops from fox/topshop/dorothy perkins/espirit

shopping trip at haji lane+black market

new denim bottoms from fox

sports duffel/handbag

search for orange old series adidas watch

the others have slipped my mind. (:

focus on what you have,

not on what you don't posses

optimistis people only see success before them,

pessimistic people only see failure before them.

it's all about the choices in life people,

choices.

和其他人比，我的生活显得比较简单。

他们的相比之下，显得非常奢侈，繁华。

what are you waiting for?

what are you doing here?

to snap me into two,

to break me into to millions?

you never fail to amaze me

cause whenever i take my eyes off you,

a second or a minute long,

you change and differ

by multiple layers,

after awhile

i lose track of you

and then i stop to think,

which is the real you.

~~~

green of spring

yellow of summer

red,orange,gold of lovely autumn

white of winter.

the colours so clear,

so beautiful.

there's time for all to show,

there's time for their solos

now the painter got mixed up.

he fumbled and fell,

the palate is ruined.

now the colours mixed.

they are horrendous.

the grey of cyclones

the deep blue of floods

the ash-red of fires.

the brown of landslides

the black of earthquakes

the red of blood

what's gonna happen next

i don't wanna paint

i'm on a poetic spree!

so just call me poet! (:

do you know the main reason of a

humongous belt buckle?

the main point behind it is not the beautiful design,

or the style

the real point behind it:

to draw attention to the groin area,

to arouse the sensual thinking of the opposite gender.

so think again,

humongous belt buckle wearers. (:

anyway,today was the mother tongue o loevels

the paper is easier than expected

but i'm just worried if i can score.

anyway,stayed around school and slack till two..

then went for physics briefing

ms cheong provided many obvious clues. (:

then class training is CANCELLED!

haha.

then rushed to yppae to help out.

i mopped the floors till it's darn clean. (:

but my back is breaking.

i feel so old!!! argh.

then we went to kfc to makan.

haha...

then i'm home.

haha

BORING POST OF MY BORING LIFE (:

turn my back to you,

i ain't gonna care,

cause i'm gonna go

the way i want

to my life,my path

you can't stop me

lies lies lies

you're a pack of lies

the acid is burning up my life

you really don't see me anymore

i'm as invisible as the air is to you

cause all you have eyes on

is your lovely lass

well,

i ain't gonna take you away

but just for the record

i'm disappointed

after so long,

you still ain't get the message

you hurt me once more

so don't blame me for raking up

the past and the present

don't diss me again

cause you haven't got a chance

i won't let you hurt me again

cause you ain't worth a bit of my emotion

cause you ain't worth my time

but still i have to give it to you

kudos to the care you once had

before it was sucked up by her

i'm not planning to take it back

cause it wasn't mine to start with

best ain't association for either of us

cause i know purely

how much it will not happen

i no longer crave for your attention and care

cause the disappointment has taken over

the resentment has taken over

it's just too much

to accept you back

why you ask

cause you deserted me

cause you left me

cause you dropped me like a bomb

onto the shards shrewn ground

waiting for me to self-destruct

so i did

what will you do about it

she came to me

you came to me

nothing's gonna go back to the norm

cause you both know why

take your luggage

and just move away

take her away

and leave me standing

here

strong

alone

here it is...

"drumroll please!"