crazy le~

haiz. remember my last post? i say i still like my god bro rite? well, now i can successfully say that i've finally forgotten about him. but. i like someone else. i must make it clear that i have first forgotten about him before liking the someone else. and guess what, i like the someone else is my another god bro. haiz. very the what leh. haiz. i'm so dumb. i know this god bro like my god sis but i still blurted in out. haiz dumb rite? i very scared to tell him cause he maybe know le will like reject then avoid me. but luckily, he never. thank god. oh yah. haiz. i feel like slapping myself. my science class test got 24/25. if i just spent 1 more second on the question, i'll be able to score a solid perfect 25/25. haiz. so wasted. also, my history class test. scored 19/20. just by one mark. if i got remember that part, i'll be able to score full marks too. do you agree that i should slap myself?
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haiz. got really nothing much to post. cause i lead a boring life. i have just got a new hobby. a very expensive hobby. you wanna know what it is? its buying branded clothes, wallets and other accessories. hahaz. siao le rite? I'M OBSESSED OVER BRANDED STUFF!!!

haiz..

haiz.. i still like him.. seriously like him.. i can't forget him.. how? haiz.. i'll never be with him ever again lor.. i know its impossible.. but i know its not wrong to dream.. if we ever get back, i hope we'll never ever break.. if we never get back, then i wish to back track to the past and never stead with him at all.. haiz.. so sad.. haiz.. if i find a genie bottle, i'll rub it and wait for the genie to come out.. then i'll wish for us to stead forever.. then i'll wish that i'm seriously filthy rich.. and lastly, i'll wish for more wishes.. hahaz.. i very clever hor.. hahaz.. i know i know.. hahaz.. so shameless.. hahaz.. sometimes i totally hate myself.. why must i stay at that square? can't i just move on.. i always tell people that.. but i can't apply that to myself.. haiz.. so ironic.. now i totally understand how people feel when their friends ask them to move on but they just can't.. haiz.. my prince charming is my god bro.. but he not like last time liao.. now we both very awkward.. but i always try to break the ice..last time when i started liking him he was my new god bro.. he always talk to me.. he will always sms me first.. he how busy also talk to me.. he really can't talk will tell me.. wanna sleep will also sms me.. tell me good nite and sweet dreams.. haiz.. now have to sms him first then he will talk to me.. but not everytime.. he sometimes also never reply.. last time when we talk he will always keep the ball rolling but now.. haiz.. finish the subject, then he will just stop.. sometimes talk halfway, i will lost him.. haiz. i very sad leh.. my other god bro say that this is puppy love.. i half agree, half dun agree.. haiz.. this prince charming i very very extremely serious about.. last time is real but not as serious as this.. i very sad.. sometimes say must forget him but dun work.. i can't think of days without him.. i nothing better to do will write his name on paper.. then keep writing and writing, deco and deco.. also will look at the neoprint we took with my great friends at yppae and one with my good sis.. haiz.. always thinking of him.. haiz.. sometimes when he console me, my heart will melt.. haiz.. he very cute looking and handsome.. very strong built too.. got broad shoulders.. hahaz.. but i like him not because looks but because of his inner beauty.. haiz.. i did a little personality test.. and i'm those kind of people who will easily fall for people who i work with.. and i started falling for him during our crosstalk practises and during the camp.. haiz.. i miss his smiles.. i miss him.. very very much..

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haiz.. dunno whats wrong with me.. feeling so on-off like in my previous post.. well i hate my two idiotic bros.. especially the old one.. he's such an asshole.. i really hate them.. well, didn't fail my eoys but not very satisfying.. just watched "Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire".. it was was a blast.. for those who are thinking of passing it, shouldn't.. cause you'll regret it.. trst me.. hahaz.. very confused about some bgr issues.. not saying that i'm popular or likable.. i'm the most ugliest person in the world.. just some people are blind.. no offence.. at ballet, i just ended my life there.. wanted to cry the very moment.. but held back my tears.. got replaced by Sarah, a freshman in non-syllabus class as leader for an exercise.. not saying that i look down on her or anything.. but its very heart-breaking to be replaced by someone who is junior to you.. to add on, my teacher only chose Vanessa and Samantha to do Grade 6 exams.. WHY? am i that bad? am i that not up to standard? i really hate myself.. i just wish i'm half as good as them.. they are just born that flexible and perfect.. i tried practising whenever i could.. but it just doesn't pay off.. call me a failure.. i dun care.. i just wanna do exams.. but the line is drawn.. they rock and i suck..

i'm back.. (i think..)

yo yo yo.. its been real long since i've blogged.. well.. dunno why these few days very 'on-off emotions'.. 1 min i'm real depressed.. 1 min i'm so high.. hahaz.. but i write this on my blog not to ask for sympathy.. just to update you guys out there.. (hahaz.. i sound like i'm a big star..) well the exams are still on.. and it ends next monday..!!! haiz.. so stressed.. i bet i'm gonna fail my eoys.. really gonna die.. today.. had science and english paper 2.. science was real bad.. memorised and then cannot absorb.. haiz.. really gonna die.. i'm so sad too.. my friends are putting pressure on me without realising.. and they are expecting so much of me.. and i also wanna tell some of my friends to just grow up.. they're so damn childish and i'm speechless at how they behave.. well the 4 of us are really drifting apart.. the two of them are just bickering every single second.. ARGH!!! well.. on tuesday, it was his b-day.. and well.. i decided to buy him a present.. ended up buying him a CD.. and two cards with the band on it.. i'm happy.. :)! well.. i've nothing else to say.. so long..

haiz..

sorry for not updating me blog for such a long long time.. well the results for the road relay are definitely not satisfying.. came in second.. argh.. so pissed.. we could hane gotten first.. if i didn't stop so many times i would have been able to get back earlier..when the third runner went.. it started to pour.. hard.. but when i started.. it kinda stopped.. there were huge rain puddles.. but didn't even bothered to change routes.. so just ran in them.. and got my shoes wet..hahaz.. anyway.. when i got back, (the finishing place is on a field.. so it was very muddy..) i slipped and fell on a muddy puddle.. mud splattered onto my shirt.. and shoes.. so much for a mud bath.. hahaz.. well.. at YPPAE.. we're having a performance at victoria concert hall.. having choir performance.. ah.. so scared.. the september hols are burnt.. but burnt with my greatest friends.. nvm.. hahaz..

haiz..

haiz.. my official 2.4 run had a timing of 11.20.. haiz.. dunno should feel happy or sad.. tomorrow, i'm in my class's girls team for the school's road relay.. i'm gonna give it my 101%.. got for it 1e5! 1e5, 1e5 rock my socks! hahaz.. really nothing to write.. haiz.. jie (tllim) update ur blog lah..

holy cow!

holy cow! hi jie.. surprised that you found my blog.. and surprisingly, you know its my.. how do you do it? well thank god heaven that i've got stuff to write now.. you see next monday is my napfa 2.4km run.. mr ma, my resembling mr goh PE teacher started us practising.. last monday, my had a "dry run".. we ran and well it was to gange our speed and stuff.. well, we ran and it turned out that i came in 7th and had a timing of 11.38sec.. i was upset at the timing i have.. i ganged that i could beat no. 4, 5 amd 6.. no. 1, 2 and 3 were unbeatable for me.. i set my aim which is to be 4th.. no highway option.. and i have to have a timing of 10min and below.. but.. this monday, we had a timing run.. i ran and came in 7th (yet again) and my timing was even worst.. 11.53sec.. i was so disappointed in myself.. ARGH.. damn.. i'm destined to be so slow..

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sorry for not posting for such a long time.. or maybe no one even reads this.. well really bored these days.. argh.. got nothing to talk about.. haiz..

haiz..

argh.. i'm so happy yet so sad.. can't understand what the whole world's doing.. or maybe it's me..? i dunno.. feeling so stressed out.. can't even concentrate on stuff.. really hate my school.. but i dun hate my class.. my class really got comical stuff.. well suddenly starting to lose interest in NPCC.. i really wanna join NCC.. why? well.. simply cause it rocks.. i wanted to join NCC.. but my freakin' school only have NCC (land) which only recruit boys.. NPCC was the next nearest thing.. FREAK! some other schools are recruiting girls in land too! argh..! damn..!

~WooHoo!~

WooHoo! 郑老师(zheng lao shi) she today or yesterday, go hospital.. she's gonna give birth.. WooHoo! Congrats cher! But the means that she'll not be teaching us.. haiz.. there's never a perfect thing.. well was very exicted for chinese class today (wow totally surprised.. never in my life i was excited for chinese class before..), cause we gonna hand in our chinese compo.. she ask us to use a chinese song's name and write a compo using the title.. it doesn't have to be about the song.. just like using the name.. with a whole diff story.. i chose 朋友 (friend) by andy lau.. then the story is actually about my life.. i talked about yppae! and my friends.. and i ended with “这些哥哥，姐姐，弟弟，妹妹，都是我一生中最珍惜的朋友。” which is these brothers and sisters are my bestest friend in my whole life.. i'm excited cause i wanna hand it in to my teacher.. so i can pass the warmth of friendship around.. hahaz.. my last words.. Congrats again Mrs Mok..

family

well for the hols of june.. i spent the last three weeks with yppae..
then bond between us all grew stronger.. i feel very comfortable with all of them.. i also feel the warmth that a family can give.. on 6th-8th of june (the 1st three days of the 2nd week of hols) we have the yppae's "Friendship Camp" or "友谊之营".. had all the fun we can get.. for a few of the games for the campers, we planned water bombs.. but in the end, we had a water bomb fight among us camp leaders.. the remaining 2 days of week 2 i went back for meetings on the "Pandora Box Magical Camp".. The 3rd week of the hols.. i went back for the "Pandora Box Magical Camp".. so fun.. for the food and stuff, that i and the others prepared were delicious.. (hahaz.. so bu yao lian.. or shameless..) the last week of hols.. we went back for practice.. Sing and more singing.. well, i have only one more thing to say and that is.. (drumroll).. hahaz.. "Thanx for the fun, the pain and every other thing that you all from YPPAE gave me.. We will make a great family.. No matter what, we all had walked through pouring rain and endured the many storms.. Together, we'll make miracles happen.."

Initial D Rox

hahaz.. just went to watch "Initial D" on saturday, 25th june.. so nice.. so fun! Edison is soooo CUTE! Jay Chou also very shuai.. then car racing so so cool and the whole story line is quite good.. since the story is based on a comic book.. hope that there will be more episodes.. went to watch it with xj, ly and wn.. so darn fun.. hope we can go out more often like that..

ain't she cute..

just my luck!

haiz.. today have to go back to school for math remedial.. so wet blanket leh.. after that, went to mac and had a iced milo! brrr.. then "A" and "B" came to join us.. i'm ok wif "A" but i'm definitely not wif "B".. she very bossy and lots more.. "someone" scolded her then we walked off.. then went to west mall.. walk, walk.. and saw mandy.. later "A" sms me, later got kind of pissed of over something that i can't remember.. then we went back to mac cause we decided to settle things and emotions we had bottled up for long time.. we had the settlement and walked off.. back to westmall were very heated up! when to the library and stayed there.. met some friends..later we walked around and went window shopping.. on the 2nd or 3rd floor, we saw Mr Goh! so scary sia..(dripping wif sacarsm) and then when up to the 5th floor to find mr goh.. his whereabouts.. looked around for like loooonnnng time.. we gave up and decided to leave.. went to the lift and took it down.. on the 4th level.. (drumroll..) mr goh appeared at the door! he saw us.. think he wanted to nag at us for like loitering around.. we should be back at home doing his rotten hw.. blah blah.. but didn't cause got the public.. hahaz.. when back to jurong wif friend and went to the same food fair and.. (drumroll..) yeah.. had takoyaki balls again.. well two boxes of them.. and was very very tempted.. AND.. while i was wif my friends in westmall.. i saw a totally nice bag.. but cost $23.90! i probably have no money cause i spent every single cent.. hahaz.. sob sob.. decided to talk to my mum.. but she say unless its for some good use, she will not agree.. well i'm surprised she didn't nag on about money hard to earn.. should not any how spent it.. cause i was prepared for it.. but she didn't.. i was just stunned! totally got to start saving money.. got to start getting in shape.. and i realised that i have my june holidays filled up more then i know.. ARGH!

my friday + saturday..

Well, I came back from npcc and was dead.. I was orginally supposed to rush back home to get ready to go to my sis's hse.. but felt tired and so didn't go.. I went to the food fair and got dragon beard and takoyaki balls.. (i'm very easily tempted..) Went home and talked to my sis and changed my mind and got ready to go.. Sis brought me to little india and went into a "restaurant" and we ordered paper dosa.. Kind of a unique taste.. But couldn't finish.. Went around Serangoon plaza and mustafa centre.. Got back late and watched "The Incredibles".. Went to sleep.. around 3.. Woke up around 10.30.. (i'm a lazybum.. if you dun know..) and went to mac for breakfast..came back and watched "Miss Congeniality 2".. now using com lorz..

So sorry to whoever read this..
I lead a boring life..