i don't get how people like to use my sports against me

yeah, i get the apply-the-same-fighting-spirit part

but i DO NOT get the canoeing=academia part

it's just all bullshit

i'm damn sorry i am not an all-rounder,

doing well in both areas

if so, i will not be in where i am today

so please,stop shoving in my face my sport

if it were the same,then EVERYONE can study/do sports

totally DIFFERENT fields of skills alright?

INCOHERENT RANT

6o; now down to 50

suck balls

after just one session of training,

i am sore and aching everywhere

):

i doubt anyone ever reads this space anymore

showering in cold water burns calories

or so my brother said

lydia tang, pact ar

i will get my abs back;

one way or another

my holiday job will consist of me

1) maintaining tan

2) returning rock-solid & firm

3) keeping active

HELL YEAH

it's like i'm something against my will

it's as though i'm doing it even though i hate it

this is no longer a matter of whether i can suck it up and go ahead with it

this is no anymore about how strong my will power is

this is about doing it even though i will hate my entirety for as long as i remember

this is about sticking my foot forward even when i know what it all means