i thought we promised to talk it out?whatever happened?

not that i don't wanna sleep

i can't

worried for L

hoping for C

undone planning for A and K

thinking of C

HOW?!

ahhh!!!!!!!

gonna die come 8am

though i haven't been going shopping

just went out for one or two days

[separate occasions and not on the sole purpose of getting things]

i've yet again unleashed my inner shoe junkie

seeing footwear that i will kill to get!

argh, and i thought the RED VANS my lovely classmates got me were enough to suppress this junkie

I WAS SO FRIGGIN' WRONG!

1) red vans [no-lace; nautical feel

2) blue vans [refer to (1)]

3) red pumps from marks&spencer

4) killa heels from F21

5) sneakers from puma

6) pleather flats from haji lane victoria jomo

somebody kill me;

inner shoe junkie is going crazy!

once upon a time

we didn't even dare to complain

now,

times have changed

i really hope to see them wake up their bloody idea

cause i'm losing the drive to herd

a flock so unwilling and ungiving

loving someone is giving them the power to hurt you

but trusting that they won't

flowers;

beautiful yet short-lived

months of labour yet days of splendour

they say art mimics life

i say nothing is anything without life

at times i can't help but feel as though my life is screwed up

fucked up and just a whole lot of bullshit

makes me feel like giving up so badly

be it ego/pride/willpower

i take it in my stride

i wanna throw my As in your faces

so watch me fly,motherfuckers

LEGACY

yes, i've work to do

no, i'm still procrastinating

-.-

though medals might mark the achievements we made

it's the people who etch the legacy

hand in hand, ready for battle

we did good, partner

we dreamt big

and got it

partner and k4 girls,

i couldn't have done it without all of you (:

once again;

i faltered and i failed you

what is wrong with me?

i've gotta stop being so insensible

talk to me

for once;

i choose to give up

just tonight

i'd give anything to go through it all again

nothing could have been possible without what we've gone through

and it will not become just another memory

it has become legend

you all were truly an inspiration (:

i will strike fear in their hearts

and i will give my absolute

i will give my 100%

or die doing my best

i don't know what's going on leave

and i wish i could find out why it all turned out like that me

maybe it is just all me to start with alone

so many times you've been the best you could cause

on the other hand, i've never matched up i

repeatedly i brought to you a frown think

right after you choose to overlook the past i'll

you can do better, better without me explode

soon

kill me now

there's always gonna be another mountain

i'm always gonna make it move

always gonna be an uphill battle

sometimes i'm gonna have to lose

ain't about how fast i get there

ain't about what's waiting on the other side

it's the climb

- the climb; miley cyrus

but i won't hesitate no more, no more

it's cannot wait,

i'm yours

- i'm yours; jason mraz