i don't know what drew me;

i don't know what caught me;

i don't have an answer;

i've fallen

down,deep,broken

pick me up;

they all tried;

but nothing worked;

no more vices;

i've fallen

down,deep,gone

it's raining now;

just like how i'm feeling

fucked up&screwed up

my life is a screw up

well,for now

the silent battle hasn't even started

and it's over

i've lost to a faceless opponent

hands-down

this is the life of failure

ohkay...we look ghostly WHITE!

light plays a huge role here,hence the patched nose

alien brother

evil looking me! (:

je souris, mais je blesse à l'intérieur

et vous ne saurez jamias

who doesn't go out on a pubic holiday?

me!

supposed to wake up at 4.30 today to 扫墓 (tomb-sweep)

but i couldn't wake up

i feel really bad la

then,when i finally do wake up,

i was just not in the mood to go out

sick and lethargic

like a sick little girl

there's still meeting later

i'm so dreading this shit

sigh~

all hopes gone;

i'm on my own

ce qui a semblé être la meilleure chose qui s'est produite, était seulement une imagination établie sur des espoirs faux et des rêves

tired out,gotta get some rest then get at it again

go hazel!

i won't let you guys affect me,

i am my own person,

i admit that sometimes i can get a little offensive

but the root of it all is you guys

it's just a simple case of you get me or you don't

i'm willing to change,

but are you guys?

when you're tired,

drink COFFEE-MILO!

a new concoction i came up with! (:

it works WONDERS! (:

now,back to work

i'm got the gonna-get-sick feeling

but i never get sick,

well rarely

feeling is horrid

like second to being sick la

and when i do fall ill,

i'm like in a dying state,

so both are no good

blah~

for the seniors,

sorry fiona&all the other seniors;

i was indeed a disappointment

i will get better

i will

thankyou nicholas;

for encouraging me

and being patient with me

thankyou yaojie;

for reminding me about jumping outta my boat

despite my efforts,

i'm still not good enough

this calls for more hard work!

go hazel go!

just standing on the track,

i'm already panting and

feeling like i just ran 2.4km

we were all so tired that we didn't good

and well,i feel so guilty

this sucks ):

suddenly so tired

it's insane,

it's weird,

don't like the feeling of it

but i can't help it

):

training is getting tougher by the day

and sometimes it seems impossible to achieve and complete

but when you're doing it with you team,

the task seems to get a little easier

cheering each other on,

helps TRUCKLOADS!

(:

let's go pjc canoe team

LET'S GO!

I LOVE THIS PICTURE!

ezzati,bainy

canoeing teammates are LOVED (: