hello world!supposed to be doing homework,but i'm slacking.haha.chatting online.still left my mother tongue hoemwork but i can't be bothered to do la.haha.

so i went to yppae to have lunch with my sisters.haha.only three could make it.jinxuan,yingxi and xiaojun.went to bugis to eat.haha.changed loads.

you're so sweet! (:

"The leader finds the dream then the people. The people find the leader and the the dream. - John C. Maxwell

au revoir

just came back from camp.i thought it was gonna be the same old run-of-the-mill boring camp.was really disappointed my the "supposedly" potential councillors and was kinda in a bad mood.must be the pms.crap.

so i was really quite bored with the camp cause i started teh camp with a wrong attitude.but by the end,during the "campfire", i was really inspired to do great after listening to the wise words of our camp commandant,stephen.the "campfire" surprise was super beautiful.the facs used like THREE hours to set it up.haha.they used lightsticks to make some really beautiful decorations la.sadly,i didn't get to take a picture of it.

"if you have many followers behind you,you are merely an achiever." - adapted from a book by stephen.

"there are only four looks.first: look back - look back at your experiences and learn from them.never think your past as a waste of time as what you've gone through makes what you are today.second: look inside - reflect self and focus on your strengths not your weaknesses as our shortcomings are overcomed by our strengths.third: look forward - only by travelling forward,do we produce the best results.and it is also the best way to give the best shot as we keep our eyes on the prize.fourth: look around - reflect on your influences.who you hang out with is who you will become.if you hang around with chickens,soon you'll become a chicken.if you hang around with eagles,soon you'll become an eagle." - adapted from a book by stephen.

i'm from team 3 and we're called laugh out loud is not our name,to lead the rest is our game.we're Leaders Of Leaders.we're led by the beautiful cindy and good-looking jonathan hooper. (: (: (:

shall blog more next time

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heya people!!!it's been a hectic week.haha.classes stretching till late in the afternoon and everyone's falling asleep.haha.missed class on tuesday.cross starts this coming wednesday.got sick in school on friday.but i'm a strong girl and i recovered on saturday. (: haven't done my weekend assignments yet.haha.slacking.haha.kae.shall continue to slack...

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sigh,tried to change my blogskin but i kinda screwed up the codes.conclusion,i ain't a html code person.haha.shall try again later.haha.what with nine days left till school reopens,i'm a screwed girl cause i haven't done my holiday assignments.haha.shall strive to do them tonight and every other night.haha.

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hello world.
haha.watched enchanted and the golden compass.enchanted is funny and oh-so-sweet.really a must-watch.while golden compass is ohkay.there will be a sequel.so you should really follow,otherwise i don't think you'll understand.haha.

i hate him

i hate him

i hate him

i hate him

i hate him

fuck you la.i don't wanna call you my brother anymore.thanks to that incident i see how you really see me and i shan't fool myself for your stupid attitudes and shit.i'm not taking anymore off your shit.

blow me away,blue

sigh.HUGE sigh.life sucks like hell.treated like a fucking useless slave by that hell of a bitch.doing extra and then got scolded.less talk about appreciation.fuck her man.seriously boils my blood andi don't deserve to be treated like that.

don't feel like going on sunday and monday because (1) i'm not needed anyway.but they ask me to go because (2) at least then i'll leave glamorously and will leave her with nothing to pick at.both are tempting,don't you think?haha.

blow me away,blue.

I'M SO TIRED!!!

been sleeping late almost everyday cause of stuff i have to do.damn tired.and lifeless too.schoool's out so it's a good thing.so can concentrate on my productions.have so much going on at the same time and it's tiring me out.haha.

tomorrow's the school's camp and i'm afraid it'll just suck hell cause we met so many problems lor.sigh.

blow me away,blue

how screwed is my life

[x]Gotten detention

[x]Gotten your phone taken away

[ ]Gotten suspended

[ ]Gotten caught chewing gum

[x] Been late to a class more than 10 times

[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times

[x] turned at least 3 projects in late

[x] Missed school cause you felt like it

[ ] Laughed so hard you got kicked out of class punished

[x] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school

[x] Text people during class

[x] Passed notes

[x] Threw stuff across the room

[x] Laughed at the teacher

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm

[x]Went on myspace, friendster, xanga, etc. on the computer at school

[x] Took pictures during school hours

[x] Called someone during school hours

[x] Listened to an ipod/cd player/mp3 during class

[x] Threw something at the teacher

[x] Went outside the classroom without permission

[x] Broke the dress code

[x] Failed a class

[x] Ate food during class

[ ] Gotten a call home

[ ] Couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly

[x] Not taken your stuff to school

[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go

[x] Stuck your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking

[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear

[x] slept in class

[x] cursed at a teacher behind their back

[x] Copied homework

[ ] Felt hungry during class and left to eat

Total: 26

Times your total by 3: I screwed up 78% of my life

i can't help but say,"i told ya so.my life sucks"

blow me away,blue

sigh.it's getting so funny and pathetic.i need taller friends cause i'm always tired and i need a shoulder.haha.anyway,my gals got guys and it's so funny to go out with them now.sigh.it's so obvious,i'm the odd one out.dang,the fact that i am so extra and out of place like a sore thumb sucks hell can?

anyway,yasser rocks!haha.he is such a great friend.haha.thank you babe!haha.i had fun bullying you today.thanks.

spending money like water.need to save money!haha.

i'm just upset like since forever.i wanna smile like last time.like in the past when i don't worry shit.i need my life back!

blow me away.i'm blue.

"why can't you just hurry up and be good.i'm really getting impatient."now i know how pathetic i am.it's really eating into me.i hate this darn feeling.i blame it on the school for eating up my precious time.or should i blame myself?this sucks,worse than leeches and i feel so down.

blow me away,blue

i really don't mean to bitch on my blog like my childish self used to.but the bloody two-faced bitch is really boiling my blood.what's with being timid?if you're so scared that you'll crap in your pants don't even bother to step on my tail alright?you are such a bitch la.i don't care if you're my friend's friend,i won't let that affect me in making you suffer.so watch out.(susu,sorry.)

i'm now like fucking pissed lor.kiss my ass you filthy whore!

gotta crash

i guess i'm inconsolable.nothing is going my way at all.not one.sigh,i wanna go to sleep and wake up knowing all this crap that life is throwing me is all a nightmare.i'm tired and wanna take a break not?

i wanna give up,i really wanna!but i can't.my mind is driving me nuts.not allowing me to take a break and forget about it.i can't take it no more.

gotta crash!

i'm lovin' inconsolable by backstreet boys.haha.nice nice.. (:

i don't know what i wanna undate on leh..like my life is so boring. q: life is just a sad ball rolling on and on to nothingness.haha.i wanna be unfeeling and want nothing so i won't be so disappointed when i don't get it.sigh.

yeah,i do want him.but i'll be unfeeling for now.not wanting him would be better not?he's unreachable and i'm being haunted by bad experiences that i don't wanna be reminded of.bleah,i need to find my life back. (:

show me the camps and fun,i think i'll find myself again... (:

haha.i've been crashing with my crew the whole week la.haha.been crapping at my home for three times so far.haha.made loads of videos of our spastic selves.got two "educational" videos made by yours truly.haha.exams are in full progression and i know i won't do well.but it'll be better than myes i guess.haha.been mugging and trying my best la.haha.anyway,i wanna go to lalaland.haha.i don't know where it is but i'll find it.haha.life's a bore though.haha.

there's this one person that keeps popping in and out of my mind.i know i'll forget that one person soon.cause life goings on.i'm unfeeling not?

life's a bore,

entertain me

(: