i remember surfing channels a few days ago

and they were showing the victoria secret's fashion show 2011

so i watched a bit

there was a part which followed a new model

and when she walked out i almost fainted

compared to vs angels like miranda kerr

this new model was so thin i could see her hip bones

it was just too ugly to watch

there are slim girls and then there are unhealthy-thin

and it's the second type that scares me

as semester after semester of school roll in

i get more and more restless of the days

it's so fucked up

i went to popular @ imm last friday

i went to get some paper for a mini personal project

and i found a pack of 250gsm paper

do you know how awesome that is?!

thick paper that comes in a pack and have simple colours like white

and does not have weird patterns or textures embossed in it

also not having a weird "come hither" perfume smell/scent

while queueing to pay for my pack of paper

i was browsing the books on the display

while still being in line

see picture below

orange crosses mark other customers in line

i'm the green cross

and the pink blob denotes the bitch

so i was in line browsing the books on the display

when this bitch comes up to me

and asks me in the rudest tone if i was in line

well, i apologise that i didn't receive the memo

that to be in line you have to be in the

i-can-smell-the-hair-of-the-person-before-me range

to qualify being in the line

FUCK YOU BITCH

so fucking bored

itching to own a car and drive

dying to move out and be on my own

can't wait for school to end

want more time with jem

argh, what's new?

the other day, i was at zara @ ngee ann city

and what took me by surprise was the staff

the staff stationed at the changing rooms were so rude

with bad attitude and a black face

if you choose to work in customer sales

don't fucking showing your bad attitude

WTF

on other notes,

i can't wait to move out

cause i want the freedom

and i want to be financially independent

i want to move out