i miss my grandpa

):

is it our age difference that stops your heart from going BOOM BOOM BOOM?

-Edison

Valentines Day (Movie)

if you have no respect for this side of the family

then don't expect any of us to give you "face"

you're superficial and shallow

who do you think you are

running round leaving scars

collecting your jar of hearts

tearing love apart

you're gonna catch a cold

from the ice inside your soul

don't come back for me

don't come back at all

-jar of hearts

christina perri

the previous post

sounds so cliche

but i guess that's what cliches

remains cliche

(Y)

gotta admit, sometimes i wake up

and regret hacking my hair off

feeling like shit that i had the ridiculous balls to chop it all off

and having to wake up to a boy's cut.

it's not even a pixie cut

it's a bloody boy's cut

my initial thought :

short hair = less hassle

but i was wrong

short hair + no styling (effort) = shitty bedhead that is UGLY

long hair was easier, you can comb while walking

or rushing to catch the bus

and the worst thing that can happen is a gawd-awful center-part

with flat limp hair

but short hair with no effort is like shit and crap all mixed on my head

ARGH + GAHHH = FRUSTRATION AND REGRET

but then i remember how my loved ones love me for who i am

and not how my hair looks everyday morning

i remember how i don't give a flip what people think of me (anymore)

and i smile.

cause i can look as shitty and ridiculous as i want

cause only those who love me

see the beauty within

and ohkay, on the outside as well (:

i overslept and missed his call

fuck

finally the day has come

i got my BlackBerry! (:

I"M SO HAPPY I'M BURSTING!

obsessing over van houten almonds

and mixed banana-watermelon-orange fruit blend

(Y)

i realised that there are teachers out there that are

1) fucking lazy

2) fucking irritating

3) fucking no-brains

4) fucking selfish

the people who mould our future generation are such people

i am losing my faith in humans

they are the bloody black sheep of the entire teaching honour

i wanna get a bike license

and get a ducati

everyone with me say yeah!

i always have fun when i'm with my girls!

HAPPY NINETEENTH BIRTHDAY SUSU!!!

(:

i wanted to run,

but then sofa called out to me

bull named horse is a total slut

she has no respect or even an ounce of gratitude towards others

she commands others and expect things to be done perfectly but don't give the needed support and expectations

assuming her idea is the same as everyone else's and feels that we should know exactly what she say without her saying

she doesn't want this particular person to be on the team

and that person is the most knowledgeable of the rest

she is just threatened by this person

and when i told her that i need this person because we have not enough manpower

she said that is not an excuse and even if we don't have enough people we still can't use this person

well let me tell you, i have an hour's time and fifty cast to make up with as little as three volunteers available

estimated time at seven minutes per cast is a total of 350 minutes

so if i were to release this person

and we can't deliver will you leave me alone?

fuck this ma gyap sen

she will burn in hell and don't even know what hit her

karma will get to her

and if i can't take it i will up and go

try contacting me

lessons learnt

1) do things how you want others to do it for you

when you expect things to be done swiftly and efficiently, you do the same on your side. giving last-minute work is never ohkay, but i understand that we are all middlemen to middlemens so do your best to offer as much support and understanding as time is no one's friend. it is just fucking unfair when i am to be at your beck and call while you reply as and when you like and get back to me when you please. that is fucked up and you know it

2) when you ask for a favour, provide support

if you really want something done you would try to help right? i can't possibly clean the whole place up by myself. i can't do everything by myself. gawddamnit, i do what i can but i am not superwoman. if you think it's rubbish that i need people to help me then you do it. why didn't you when you were working here? fuck

3) know when to say no

if you wanna have the last ounce of respect and dignity for yourself, learn to say no and stick to it. waver and it'll be game over for you