taking a few minutes before i go downstairs to commence my duty

feeling rather lost and "weird"

i miss my grandpa

and it's just weird not seeing him

you know,he is the first person i see everyday i come home

[not counting my maid who opens the door for me]

and he is also the one i say bye to when i leave

now i can't say i'm home anymore

anyway, thank you to those who came and who are coming

i agree with you babe

):

why are we?

PICTURES GALORE!!!!

hello A.S.H. miss you girls like crazy crazy!

retarded short stuff

less than three

ah, i miss my class [incomplete ar ):]

notice how christine wong smiles the SAME

(:

hair anyone?

superdog is NICE, but $$$ and small serving ar

):

we FLASHED in the movie theatre

[thank god didn't get caught;

but i got caught with my sneaky pin-hair-back-in-dark-theatre look]

LOOK AT JULIAN!!!

anytime now hazel and qianmei!

HAHAHAHA slow

yes you AMANDA!

i like this picture cause the focus is the camera strap

(:

miss shopping with this tall dark handsome boy

buy me heels the next time? (:

cute?

yes yes, the cake is good

you greedy boy (Y)

random picture of my cousin and lil brother

118 = cool

sigh, man already

haha, glory days q:

[not trying to show off la]

I MISS YOU BUNCH OF PEOPLES

MEET UP SOON!!!

less than three

SENTOSA AGAIN PLEASE!

i want more photos,

but i'm not a camera person

at least; not YET

(:

thank you for the special delivery!

(:

perfect ain't all fun

but some are just so sweet and cool!

(:

damn it damn it damn it!

realise, if you haven't, that is

ALL MY EMO/I WANNA QUIT SCHOOL/I WANNA GIVE UP POSTS

are about school/schoolwork/examinations

and just before school reopens/before the fucking exams!

see how school kills me?

and i'm just a fraction of the whole fucking singaporean population

and we are just a portion of the whole bloody asian region

and that is just a percentage of the whole hecking world you dumbshits

_|_ you!

i don't ever wanna grow up

cause what does life bring to you more than disappointment?

gosh, i'm holding on so hard cause i'm finally good at it

but no, reality had to steal it away from me as well

why are books and grades and a fucking sheet of paper so important?

gawd

the reward ain't that lovely but i gotta focus on it

cause even just by reading the solutions,

math never fail to make me feel downright stupid and retarded

hell yes

just kill me now

hello,to all

please study

don't be like me

):

practice what you preach

practice what you preach

practice what you preach

practice what you preach

practice what you preach

oh gawd damnit

dedication takes time and effort

and a drive

"i object to violence because when it appears to do good, the good is only temporary; the evil it does is permanent."

-Mahatma Gandhi

"it is better to be violent, if there is violence in our hearts, then to put on the cloak of nonviolence to cover impotence."

-Mahatma Gandhi

so much you all don't know

yet you all just know how to complain

if i were you, i would be thrashing about and fighting for what i can

not like all of you

-.-

i also don't know if wednesday got hit you guys anot

i see no difference in all of your attitudes and mentality

like totally zilch

really disappointed

if this stubbornness/ignorance/disinterest persist

then i see no point in us even going down

when you all don't give a shit

you all are a lucky batch

i wish my seniors were so willing to help

all in all, disappointing

i just don't feel like studying

):

back from camp!

YOWZAH

many things to look forward to

some things i'd rather not materialise

but then, we cannot rule and plan our life

to suit our very need and want

cause then we will never truly know what is awesome

you see, a person's average lifespan is 70

why so long?

it is to accommodate the good, the bad, the ugly

the mistakes and rewards

only by going through everything will you truly appreciate

[truly happy; genuine smiles]

camp; please let it be worth it

whatever happened to

"ever thine

ever mine

ever ours"

without you

i just wanna curl up and die

friends are very important in life

they make up a huge portion of your life

for some, they are like guests

coming and leaving after a brief visit

for some, they are like vermin

coming and sucking everything from you

for some, they are like wine

good and getting better the longer you know them

i hope one day, when i need a friend,

all of you will be there for me

(:

for all my lovelies out there,

here's a shoutout to y'all

be strong and take care!

less than 3

decisions, we make them all the time

good or bad, we pay the debt

it's just whether how much you can afford and are willing to pay

practicality, that's how the world rolls

if you can't pay up, it just keeps piling up

and you just keep paying and paying and paying