this is really the second time i feel so strongly for something
the first was ballet,but the passion...
let's not talk about it
canoeing;i don't know why,
but it feels like i really want it
could be because of the team;
could be because of the seniors
the seniors just send such awesome vibes of determination
like they're practically thirsty for the win
and it just flows out from them
and i make me wanna be like them
but,of course,i have a LONG way to go before i even reach half of their standard
constantly being pushed and broken down
i admit i have thoughts of giving up
and just walking out
but then it hits me that this is how one learns and grows
only why to improve is to fall and stand up again
seeing all the effort and determination oozing out from the seniors
i really question myself if i am cut out for this
cause i just don't see myself in any position like them in a year's time
anditscaresme