Saturday, July 26, 2008

my knee is busted
and i haven't ran in like four freaking days
my stamina's like crap
oh
mentos yogurt is freaking nice
i'm going gaga
and i'm craving for coffeebean mocha iceblended
and also mike&ikes jellybeans
oh no!
i'm probably high on sugar!
WHEE!
the past friday was great!!!
our entire class wore ethnic costume!!!
atiqah looked great in the qipao
really sent amazing rihanna vibes
fiona was so pretty!!!
she looked damn beautiful in the red qipao too!
afiqa,suhailah,lifang,rachelle,huimin looked marvellous in their bajus
so malay beauty paegent (:
esther,sheela,fengling,mogana,cindy,yingying,eunice,bhaffy in the pretty indian costume
bollywood!!!shah ru khan!!!
injin,grace,bindu in the unique myanmar costume
erm,how'd you say greeting in burmese?
it was a full-fledged camwhoring session by not only the girls but the guys too!!!
i missed many individual photos with many people
but at least we have an incomplete group photo
which was actually suggested by the GUYS!!!
man,i LOVE the class!!!
i'll upload the photos after monday
i promise! (:
stay tune people!

Sunday, July 20, 2008

who are friends?
how do we define them?
are they those mere strangers we "seem" to know?
or are they those people we share our ice-creams with?
are they people who we can trust?
or are they just people who we talk to so as not to seem like loners?
who are they?
i think i have an issue with trust
the only people whom i can trust are my seniors from drama
and of course a.s.h.
but other than that...
i trust them all
but there are still underlying episodes
~~~
and then there's the
"don't judge a book by it cover" expression
who knew the quiet neighbour was actually a serial killer?
who knew the quiet girl sitting by the corner is actually harbouring so much dark thoughts
she had to voice it out in an uncouth and immature way?
well,everyone has their childish moments ya?
hey you,yeah you.
back down soon or it's gonna get ugly...
(now,is that immature too?)
she hacked into my blogger account
to obtain my blog url
it totally takes the fun out of people searching for my blog ya?
so i changed my password
(for the second time)
and changed my url

Thursday, July 17, 2008

i finally changed my url
i hope it won't be found by the not-to-be-named
it is a long story
i shall share it soon!
(:

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

we're all living a hard harsh world
we have certain standards to achieve
we have to live by certain "rules"
etiqutte and mannerism
who came up with this whacked crap?
no one but people who see the need to be different
and of higher social standing
what is this?
we are of equal status and standing
why push the limits to obtain a meaningless "name"
what is the use of standing high on a pedestal?
it gives you nothing
to heck with these
but we are pushed
and bound into this mould
happy or not
we have to live by it
it's the last leap into a whole new place
but still in lala mode
how is this possible?
i'm kinda screwing everything up
and i don't feel good about it
i may look like i can't be bothered
and i really don't wanna be
but sometimes,
somethings,
get to me
~~~
i'm changing my url soon
(:

Monday, July 07, 2008

what do you see yourself doing in twenty years' time?
that is what we should constantlyask ourselves
because it keeps us on track
and it reminds us
why we are working so hard
and why we should continue to work so hard
(:

Saturday, July 05, 2008

why does it take losing something
to allow one to realise
how emotionally attached
or how important it is to us
why can't we learn to cherish
without loss
why can't we appreciate the value
before it is gone
if the mind sets itself to take things for granted
then it will be neglected and ignored
the value not appreciated
and in many situations
they are not a yo-yo
cause certain things don't return when they are gone
so we have to learn to appreciate the things in life before we lose it forever

Friday, July 04, 2008

all the talks about fate and whatnots
to me,
it's nothing
to me,
what really determine one's future
is the mindset of people
having a positive mindset
allows one to constantly open up their views
and to take things in theire stride
so mindset is important
because it
makes or breaks you
when things have passed
no matter what amount of dwelling
will change the fact
that things have already happened
so let bygones be bygones

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

today was hideous
after a long "rest" of three months
i have become rusty
lost my stamina
it was so bad
my timing was so bad
and i kept cramping when i ran with my elbro
how embarrassing
tsktsktsk