today is officially a bleah-day.nothing is going right.i woke up at like seven and had to buzz off to school.then,the day went relatively well.i can't be bothered about the tests cause i'm working at my own pace.the school monday assembly was a total disappointment to see the councillors at such a disorganised state.it was appalling.then after that,there was the class cheer.there was also my cca and councillor investiture rehearsal.i didn't go for both as it was ohkay for me to miss track.as for the reahersal,the plan was made for tomorrow so i didn't go.but they changed it to today,so don't expect me to change my plans.
i swore i won't dabble into the worlds of the cheer.but i found myself in it again.i didn't want to help because i knew my place in the class.i am seen at as the girl who threw a tantrum just cause i didn't get my way.and they heard and saw a rumour and many negative sides about me that weren't true.but even if some doesn't show,i know that many of them didn't like me.that is why i chose not to help cause no one will wanna listen to a spoilt-brat.
to susu:i feel a little guilty be also not guilty about pissing you off.cause for me to agree to help you two,i'm giving others the chance to talk about me.and i HATE it.so when i said i will only remain in the planning part,i really meant it.by getting me to show,it shows a little biasedness and stuff.that was why i was so pissed.and i didn't like it.
about the others,they think it's all so easy to plan a cheer and so easy to please everyone.it's pissifying.they just shoot their mouths off without thinking.they only have the why questions.why is it like this or why is it like that.have they ever thought how?or what?nope,just why.it's childish?you come up with something better.we appreciate the suggestions.but the have to think of feasibility.and also the fact that maybe it was considered before.you wanna do the "dead battery doll" move,you think it's that easy?you can't even dance properly.and there are worse dancers than you.also,there's no time to get from the former action to that and there's no fluidity.can't hear,you think of ways.not just shoot your mouth off and comment that we didn't consider this,consider that.why don't you think for a change?no originality,you come up with some orginal shit then.fuck man,you only know how to demand,but has it occur to you that it takes time and a gazillion brain cells?
you asked,why didn't we consult you guys about the cheer and the standing formation?first,do we even have time for a proper practice with the entire,i repeat,ENTIRE class?no.so how can we consult the class?second,we took so many days and arguements to decide the plans for the class tee,in the end,to no avail.hos do you expect us to come to an agreement about the cheer in time for the actual thing?third,regarding the class tee,did you guys consult us?talk about the pot calling the kettle black.fourth,if we allowed you guys to decide your own standing formation,who is gonna stand in front?shouldn't you guys be thankful for having a group of students to kill their brain cells and kill their leisure time just to plan something for the class?if you don't wanna be thankful,then just bloody shut up and listen.it ain't easy to plan this bloody crap ohkay?if you got so much comments and "ideas",show us what you've got!
