after reading a chick flick book

and watching a chick flick,

it has got me thinking[yet again]

that all these media material just goes to show the fine line

between reality and fantasy

they all have a common area,

which is that the girl always gets the guy

and they always have a sweet relationship

they are all so fictional it's dillusional!

but the plot never gets me,

it's the tiny details that tug at my heartstrings

like,for example,

when poppy [emma roberts] and freddie [alex pettyfer]

had a scene where they were on the beach just snuggling [wild child]

and when georgia [georgia groome] and robbie [aaron johnson]

had a scene where they were just talking on the beach

and the scene at the end where they just walk down the street

holding hands and such [angus,thongs and perfect snogging]

it all burns down to the fact that the subtle gestures and small details

[or just the fact that i totally love the beach!

not those sunny,highly populated ones like siloso,

but those rocky,windy,"greyish" kind...]

are the things that make romantic relationship great and sweet

all this sucks,

cause where can you find such sweet guys in the REAL WORLD?!

watch angus,thongs and perfect snogging today

the film is typical chick flick,

but what the heck!

the teen cast is awesome

high eye candy material

and definitely high on the hot-ness scale

*aaron johnson [robbie]

*sean bourke [tom]

*tommy bastow [dave the laugh]

the three above are the cutest hotties ever

then eva drew [libby nicolson,lil sister of georgia] is the cutese angel!

i'm bored

i'm random

i'm crazy

now,give me a break!

saturday,

played basketball with the following people:

*robyn

*yingxi

*xiaojun

*khor

*xueyu

*zhibin

*weineng

went to the basketball court at robyn's place

khor taught us some tricks

and robyn pitched a few strategies too

it was fun!

and conclusion,

XUEYU IS MY IDOL!!!

he could score a THREE-POINTER with such a small physique!

and JINYONG IS SUPER STRONG!!!

he could stand at the three-pointer line and shoot the ball over the board!

like to the OTHER SIDE!!!

and i can do layup!!!

YAY-NESS

peace

bedtime story was great

it wasn't AWESOMELY FANTASTIC

but it was worth my money

[ten bucks to be exact]

you should catch it!

peace out

shall update on my christmas celebrations

so well,

after the last rehearsal for the year(24th)

yingxi and me went to allson hote with zach,tangaoshi and malaoshi

for buffet

jinxuan and xiaojun joined in

but we all left shortly

fauzy and khor joined us

and yingxi drove us to settler's cafe at clarke quay

we dropped the couples off first

then me and xi went to central to park the car

we then crossed("combat" style)and got to the cafe

we then started to play loads of games

then robyn joined us when he knocked off

and yingjie and ben joined at a really late hour

we were given party poppers

and the whole cafe started blasting when the clock striked twelve

we then all headed down to spize for supper

then xiaojun,khor,jinxuan,fauzy,yingxi,me

went to xi's house to sleep over

supposed to play twister and game of life

but all was shug,

so we watched television and slept

then we had breakfast at macdonalds

and we headed home

it was awesome if you were there

(: THANK YOU XIXI FOR HAVNG US OVER!

peace out

有缘无份

totally sucks la

~~~

oh ya,

thnks for leading me on you fucktard

have a nice life,

asshole!

~~~

why can't you just friggin' talk to me?

are you just mad at me?

or are you playing the guilt card?

GROW UP!

you selfish bitch

i hope you fucking burn in hell for this shit

-eminem[cleaning out my closet]

为什么你就不明白

我已经不想当你的朋友了

你以为你很厉害吗？

你只是一个很需要朋友的人

不要以为我好欺负

我永远会是他人眼中的坏人

但我不介意

只是我不想跟你这个

又自私，又自我，又自大

又不珍惜友谊的人

做朋友!!!

we're drifting apart,

but i don't feel the hurt,

seems like what hamzah said before was right

goodbye people!

been gone for awhile

cause i was tired and kinda lazy

so yeah,

just the tuesday that passed

i met mommy to go to haji lane to shop for my new year clothing

didn't expect to buy anything

but suprisingly,

i bought an exclusive(only one pair)of berms at $62.10

and a dress(something like babydoll dress,not girly),(and my mom's dress)

at $60/+

cool right!

guess i'm in love with haji lane

realise i could have gotten all my prom nessecities at haji lane

without spending as much as i did

so for my next prom,

i definitely shop at haki lane!

~~~

a list of new year buys:

*a cute versatile top from haji lane

*black berms from giodarno

*brown(exclusive)berms from haji lane

*dress from haji lane

(:

peace

i'm going on a short trip to kuala lumpur!!!

a short break to SHOP SHOP SHOP!!!

and of course to relax!

yay!

close your eyes,

imagine you are on a beach

the thick velvet of nightfall

and the blinking starlight

feel the warm breeze in your hair

and the soft sand under your toes

hear the gentle crashing waves

calling out to all the parkour practisers
and skater dudes and dudettes!
i'm really keen on learning these skills!
just holla if you are keen on teaching me
or at least getting bruised with me!
peace!

so i'm now sick

what with the fever and cough and sore throat and flu

it's like a whole SICKLY package!

gotta get better!

peace

it's becoming easier to let you outta my life

cause you brought all this upon yourself,

i feel no ounce of guilt

and no,

it's not about yasser

my throat ain't getting any better!

and the tea treatment for my burnt is quite good

not that pain

but surprisingly,

the area that rings my nect is PIERCINGLY PAIN!

ouch much?!

peace

shall update more about monday!

went shopping with xiaojun

then met up with cousin and friend

watched CAPE NO.7!!!!

it won loads of awards at the golden awards show

and it's just wonderful!

~~~

tuesday went over to xiaojun's place

we both felt really shug

bought the groceries then slacked at her place

got a mild fever

but it got better after the night's rest!

~~~

WEDNESDAY!!!

jinxuan couldn't come cause she's not well

was really late meeing yingxi

cause we took a long time doing the sushi

then went to palawan beach to play volleyball

it was very tiring

so we ended up tanning

yingxi was tanned so quickly

while me and xiaojun were still kinda fair

then we went to shower

yingxi's tan was reall obvious

then xiaojun's face was lobster red

her tan was ohkay

mine was like,no tan

then we went to settler's

played loads of FUN games!

WEEE!!!!

so yeah

went over to yppae

stayed till the end and waited for my daddy to come pick me up

in the shower,

i shocked myself cause i was redder than red

REALLY REALLY BURNT!!!

had a super high fever

and yeah...

burnt!

~~~

so yeah,yida and i are officially the co-asm

for the upcoming production!

yay us!

peace

today went out shooping with xiaojun

spent ninety over bucks!

OH MY GOSH!!!

yup,

so psyched about the wednesday trip!!!

YAY!!!

peace

let's see,

the camps was a really interesting one

i missed out on loads of fun

but who cares?

spending time with my beloved seniors

and spending bonding time with my juniors was great!

apart from the extra witch and "se peipei"

everything was great!

if you want info on the fun

visit any of the blogs of my juniors

and you'll get the full story!

peace!

family gathering was a blast

sean was extremely excited with the present

the adults got him

and well,

great food,

even greater people!

cheers!

my plans are lined up till wednesday!

peace!

calling out to all the parkour practisers

and skater dudes and dudettes!

i'm really keen on learning these skills!

just holla if you are keen on teaching me

or at least getting bruised with me!

peace!

so today was the last day of the camp

was a really pissifying episode again

so it'll be my second last gig for yppae

the next is probably a backstage crew gig

but it depends on the pay

i'm tired and craving money opportunities

peace

she's probably right

i mean,

i've always been on a different wavelength from everyone

and i'm really fucking pissed that all this happened

you!being all weak and self-pitiful

and you!who thinks you can just stuff things to me

and you!who didn't say the terms carefully

and you!who just freaking get on my nerves EVERYTIME

why can't you guys just leave me be

and just let me enjoy what i have

it was not cool that you did what you did!

i'm tired of all this shit

piss off!

now's when i got something that i used to want

but emphasis on the "used to"

now i can't take it,

so what am i?

an ungrateful girl?

bite me!

peace

so i got a new phone

since my phone is whacked

really shug and my back is aching like crazy

got the red C902

and well,

i would love to say i BOUGHT my phone,

but nope,

my dad paid for me

THANK YOU DADDY!

TONNES OF LOVES!!!

peace

was just reading some of my past posts

and i came across one of my posts dated june 14, 2008

the one where i was talking about two little boys who sing well,

i was just searching them on youtube

and i realised nat wolff is actually the elder brother from the naked brothers' band

he's really talented as i've seen him on nickelodeon

but the television series of the naked brothers' band is a little redundant

like really stupid?

but still,nat wolff is cute for his age

and has talent to boot!

I'M GOOD WITH HAMMERS

AND SCREWDRIVERS

AND THE SORTS!

why am i always the bad guy?

life isn't fair

i know that,

but sometimes,

other's misery is also another's misery

screw it bigtime

i'm gonna lay low from them for awhile

and stay closer to people i know better

peace

the movie penelope is such a meaningful story

"it's not the power of the curse,it's the power you give the curse"

the meaning behind the show is truely on a higher level

like the purpose of the show,

to be accepted by "one of my own kind"

meaning to first be accepted by yourself

will you be able to comtrol the power you give to others to demean you

really,everyone should watch penelope

so yeah,

my phone is screwed!!!

so i'm using my mom's phone

while i wait to see if the cost of repairing my phone is expensive

if so,i'll have to pay for a new phone

[majorly saddened by the fact]

anyway,

i'm still contactable (:

this is just a heads-up to all

peace

(:

hey ho people!

apparently i'm a rude,immature,pathetic and what's that,desperate person

well,cool revelation!

has it occur to you how you will judge people,even though you don't know the person?

like everyone says,first impressions

so yeah,

for those who say,i don't judge people

"blah blah blah..."

you're one big fat liar

everyone judges,

but not all verbalises it

so yeah

but who cares what you think

i couldn't care less that i'm any of the above

i've long since let both of you go

so yeah,take a hike lady!

yes,this post is for you

see how nice i am?

or,are you gonna use this post and say that i can't let you two go?

aww,i'm so scared that you will

but i believe you won't use such irrelevant things to take to the arguement

btu actually you do

but like i said,

you can say whatever you want

and congrats on finding my url

remember,i don't change my url because i'm scared of you

it's because...

I WANT TO!

tata and peace

why don't you sit down here,

right next to me

close your eyes

and lend me your ears

mt tears flow down

while i share my tale

and you shall place your hand around me

and tell me that all's gonna be fine

i'll rock back anf forth

i'll shake and sob

and you'll assure me that it's all gonna past

~~~

but wait,

where are you?

who are you?

i'm without a "you"

so who's to comfort me?

who's to assure me?

who's to lead me down this scary road

and make sure i'm ohkay?

what is there that i have to say?

i can't accept his feelings,

i can't say how much i'm pissed at her,

i can't understand why she is speaking to me,

i can't stand how i feel so voided

i'm lost and i'm so upset

kill me!

peace

today started out shakey
cause of the camp and the short hours of sleep
i was really shug by the time night came
and i overslept till eleven fifty five
when i'm meeting the guys at twelve
went out with ash and ashraf
watched wild child
A GREAT MOVIE
positively a good chick flick!
so yeah,bought a new balck leather belt
and then went home
then it turned bad
su's mom is pissed with me
and i got scolded
and then i have no more little brother
i swear,his no longer my brother
i'm tired,pissed,upset and really blamed
and though i really feel like bitching about it
it won't be right and it won't be fun
and i really want to be a better person
so breathe in,breathe out!
go HAZEL go!
peace
(:

alright,so i'm officially back from the adam khoo camp!

let's run down the list of events

sunday:

i finished my packing

and left to meet suresh at cck mrt station

met up with him and cabbed to the campsite

the campsite is at singapore vision farm near hometeam academy

so i met the coaches for this camp

there's tasha,harpreet,sabri,mahes,chinboon

and there's jasper,razeef,dennis who are also here for training like me

we'll be like understudys to the coaches and be assistant coaches

i was initially paired with mahes

over the rest of then day,

we went through the basic rules and some stuff we could share with the kids

the camp was the ulw [unleash the leader within] camp with the medieval theme

gopal the pd was KING GOPAL

jeff the apd was DUKE JEFF

the coaches are GENERALS

the students are SQUIRES

so we tried some of the stations for the next day

then we ended the day at about eight

we then left the campsite to go to farmart,

some place that is quite crowded despite it's ulu-ness

we ate some supper then went back

found out about the narnia toilet

then i was told that i'd be taking on a group

cause one of the coaches couldn't make it and they couldn't find a replacement

so yeah,i took a group with another co-coach who's also new to outdoor camps

she's an indoor camp coach,kimberlyn

monday:woke up really early to go to the school

and then met my group

went back to the campsite and had many activities

through monday to wednesday,

we conducted many activities and made a mark in the kids

at the end of the camp,many cried

and many were really empowered from this camp

chuyao,a really cute guy from my group actually cried!

i miss my kids and i'm really proud to have made a mark in their lives

to me,it was an experience that i could never get enough

the teachers were REALLY REALLY happy with the coaches and the outcome of the camp

so yeah!

and i got to know that both jeff and gopal were confident and knew that i could do it

and that's why i was chosen to take a group to replace the missing coach

i'm so proud of the positivity and enthusiasm that i emitted upon my arrival

and that was what brought the confidence in gopal and jeff

and the fact that i made an impact with so many people,i feel so touched!

hopefully,there's gonna be more camps!!!

yay-ness!

peace

(:

my wisdom tooth is KILLING me!

and i can't do anything about it till next week

cause i'm so packed this week

and if you don't already know what a wisdom tooth is

it's a tooth that kills you by pain!

go search it up!

so,the update of my life

monday:

went to the singapore zoo with my yppae peeps

there was jinyong,yida,weineng,qianhui,yunqi,xueyu,peifen

i'm telling you,

the singapore zoo is daylight robbery

entrance fee is a freaking EIGHTEEN BUCKS!!!

yup,it's super expensive

but it was great spending time with them

but i still miss the the other seniors from yppae

and we're trying to go on excursions weekly!

tuesday:

had a treat from aslam at mad jack

the food was ohkay

but THANK YOU ASLAM!

and we went to dempsey road for a job hunt

and well,the ben&jerry's was cool,

but really troublesome,

so we ain't going

then i met jie for a manicure

she treated dinner at ding tai fung

scrumptious! (:

and well,i got really frustrated cause many jobs are only open for a minimum age of eighteen

that is totally unfair

wednesday:

brought daren long shopping

then headed to susu's aunt's place to prep for prom

we all three were freaking late

so we ended the prep really late too

the taxi uncle was so nice to pick us up

and he drove rather speedily too

the night was great

took loads of photos

and in most,i looked weird

laughs

this coming sunday,i'm gonna start my assessment camp with adam khoo

it's like this camp where i'm not paid but assessed to see if i'm good enough a camp instructor

so yeah

but the thing is

all the others are like poly students

and i'm afraid i'd screw up

fuck seh!

well,wish me luck!

(:

i went to haji lane today!!!

bought this cool top!

and also,

shopping for clothes at flash 'n' splash is so difficult

everything is out,

so have it or not

so i have to give up the skirts and bottoms from there

i'll settle with fox

cause they ROCK!

(:

peace

i'm freaking out cause i can't find what i want!

my favourite fox mini has it's button fallen off!

and it requires special machinery to "punch" the button into place

this so sucks

cause i haven't worn the mini is so long

i'm friggin' flippin'!

I NEED TO FIND THAT SHOP!!!

i saw it on the television before quite some time ago

it like totally just specialises in denim

it does all sorts of magic on your pair of denim-whatever

so i really hope it can perform a miracle on mine

otherwise,

i'll have to settle for a really ugly metal button

that will totally cram my style and the mini's as well!!!

so,

if any of you have any leads to this mysterious,

miracle shop,

tag me!!!

thanks all!

(:

peace

today:

went out with A.S.H.,ashraf,lifang,esther

loaned my carabenas to lifang

and my black nike pouch to ashraf

walked around orchard

was really shug due to the horrible chlaet the day before

bought a dress and a "wallet"

i'm using the "wallet" as my "clutch" for prom

i'm tired

so shall update more detailed next time

(:

peace out

why does life have to be so topsy-turvy,

"up-and-down"-y?

~~~

i think my pms is acting up again

~~~

over this period of time,

i've learnt so much more about myself

it was like a journey to self-learning?

what i've learnt:

i have a SHORT attention span

i get irritated easily

and i am obvious about it

i love vintage

eccentric

and boyish stuff

i wanna be a skater-chick

and i love dunks!

loads more

stay tuned to find out!

(:

peace out

shit me

i feel many things in me

and i wanna let it all out

i'm dying to cry,

i'm dying to fume,

i'm dying to clam up,

but i can't

i don't know if it's myself

protecting myself

or just for the vanity

it's hurting me

haven't been blogging for awhile

let's see what i've got planned...

this monday,was the social studies paper

it was ohkay

nothing much

tuesday,i slacked around

and lifang came my place to borrow my cardi

and i helped her alter her dress at the last mintue

wednesday,i had mother tongue paper.was kinda easy

went out with lifang

met up with xiaojun to vintage-fy my prom dress

in the end,we didn't do shit

meeting on friday again

aslam came too

wanted him to use his ngee ann card for discount on havainas

but lifang couldn't find her desired design

i left asap cause i felt like the biggest third wheel there was

thursday,lifang came over do design her canvas shoe

susu came too

i ws feeling really shug

and had this throbbing headache

so i rested while they crapped

then went to my grandpa's place

cause he ain't feeling too good

friday,am meeting xiaojun at serangoon

to go to chinatown and do my belt

searching for bus routes home

cause i don't like trains at night

coming saturday,going out with my mom

sunday,meeting the gang to study(maybe)

next monday,having my physics paper1

and also chemistry paper1 marathon

tuesday,nothing YET

wednesday,am having chemistry paper1

then a bbq at zikang's place

thursday,biology paper1

last paper!!!

and then the 4e5 chalet

ain't gonna stay over

friday,SHOPPING!!!

(:

peace out

fuck

fuck

fuckity

fuck

i'm swinging on my moodswing!

i'm constantly swinging from

happy to sad

smiling to mad

positive to crying

~~~

the highlights of my life:

i've just lost my buddy

i've just screwed up countless papers (ohkay,5)

i've just bought a purple nalgene bottle

i'm sick of macdonalds

i'm writing three short stories (2 in the making,1 four-part series)

i'm not happy with my current performance

i don't really like myself

i'm constantly having violent thoughts

i'm constantly acting happy and i can't stop myself

i'm weirded out by me

i hate me

IT'S ALL GOING DOWNHILL

IT'S ALL GOING DOWNHILL

IT'S ALL GOING FREAKING DOWNHILL!!!

FUCK LA!!!

my hopes for agood school is fading

fading

fading

away

...

three days of papers,

and it has been rather ohkay.

i am rather happy with my performance,

but not sure whether the markers are happy with my answers.

hope they'll like it.

amaths p1 was ohkay,

do-able.

just a B(something) and i'll cry out tears of joy!!!

it's all gonna end soon!!!

TWENTY-TWO more days!!!

~~~

trying really hard to save money

so as to be able to splurge and de-stress.

(:

~~~

when there's a loss,

it's when we really realise how fragile life can be

it need not be someone who's close to our hearts,

cause the little things can tug a one's heart

the absence can be felt and will be missed

then it led me to think about the people in my life

i will be honest that i've been a little superficial

but i am also honest that i do give people chances

but some just can't have too many chances

i've given that one too many chances

whatever,it's all over

~~~

you tell that little bitch that we have no more ties.

WE'VE SERVERED TIES BITCH!!!

so try staring at me again slut!!!

now i have no excuse to make you bleed to death

last time,it was because you're his little bitch,

now,he's no longer my friend

just try me slut!

oh and he told me not to insult you cause he doesn't let you insult me

i'm really thinking whether that really is true

you're so fake,i'm not sure how much of you is real

so you can act all innocent in front of that pathetic cad

at least i'm all in his face

so for the last warning,

you better stop staring me down,

cause you really can't afford it!!!

i took a picture with a total hottie!!!

a malay stranger!!!

he had a dare and i freaking took a picture with him!!!

(: (: (:

kae.i sound totally desperate

but he really is hot!

~~~

anyway,

there's like two days to o levels

chemistry for the first paper

and i'm CALMLY FREAKING OUT!!!

as ms pearly chung (piano teacher) said,

it's good to be calmly freaking out

as not freaking out and totally calm is not healthy

so yeah,i'm like nervous!!!

~~~

met up with weineng yesterday

at king albert park macdonalds

he came for dinner and stayed anyway

missed blonde on his birthday though

he was there at four,i reached at five

bummer!!!

but at least i called and wished him a jolly good birthday

so that's the two-weeks-or-more in a nutshell

shall blog if time,my wits and my nerves permits!

(:

love is like a plant,

let it grow in the best conditions

with love and warmth and attention

but too much water drowns the plant,

too much love will suffocate the plant,

so to compromise,

i'll give and take

and accept you with love and respect

i regret letting you go

and after so long,

i've realised that what i felt was not hate

but a fear of rejection

how was i to know whether you'll accept me as a friend

i regret the choice of letting anger and fear overtake me

but to live life with no regret is important

so for what i regret i make up

but you choose not to accept and so i let it go

i've tried my very best to step outta my comfort zone

but since it's not reciprocated,

i shall let it slip by

learn to adapt

to expect the unexpected

live life like never before

because you never know when darkness will seize you

see and listen with your heart

cause soon you'll be numbed by reality

love like there's no tomorrow

and dream as high as can be

take whatever comes with strength and vigour

or it will slip away and never come back

never.come.back.

i'm so bored of AMATHS!!!

take me away from all this tension

think,

how am i even gonna be able to work my way up

when all i'm going is down down down

life sucks!

i hate you fake bitch

and i won't hide it away

cause i won't stand for

a single drop of hypocracy

to surge through me

eat the dust

bloody bitch!

i am IN LOVE with the french drama film

i saw on arts central

LES CHORISTES (The Chorus)

and of course Jean-Baptiste Maunier

who played the angellic-faced Pierre Morhange

the choir that provided the vocals and the sountrack for the film is damn good!!!

les petits chanteurs de saint-marc

i'm scoring for the film and the soundtrack!!!

it is much loved!!!

temptations!!!

temptations!!!

temptations!!!

temptations!!!

temptations!!!

on a lighter note,

i went to watch the performance yeaterday

the crosstalk performance by seniors of ypae

it was great!!!

my first time as an audience

the plots were funny

and the scripts were more modernised and teen-friendly

which could really draw more teenager's interest

GREAT JOB!!!

to all the performers!!!

we really need to get together some time!!!

i miss you all like crazy!!!

i know i've been droning on and on about this

but it was probably because i'm telling myself that i can't let yasser go

now i can official say that i'm over the friendship

through and through

i will no longer bother about him

i will not communicate with him

i will not even think about the saddening incident

i will leave him to himself

let him be who he wants to

let him go off with the fake girl

i will disregard this friendship

and i officially declare that yasser is a huge loser liar

and this time,

I REALLY MEAN IT!!!

there are people who live lavishly

not knowing what the world is suffering

but how can we blame them?

they've been brought up to think that money grow on trees

and there is always money that can buy everything

but then again,

their moral compasses are just screwed up

they were blinded from the start

since they enter this world

hence,

they know nothing about the word suffering

their compasses haven't got "third world"

which is really sad

but what is it that me can do?

to remedy this situation?

being a greedy person,

i don't believe in the "you made a difference to that one starfish" story

i mean,there is just so many people to help,

how can you feel good when you know that there are other who are suffering?

but then again,

there is too much

we need more angelina jolie and brad pitt

i know i know,

this is so lame,

random,

and girly-ish

but the the guy at jurong library

in mi uniform is cute!

malay some more!

hehe

oops!

this is so not hazel!!!

life is just so confusing

it's difficult to find the right ties

it really takes time

do you have to take in the fact that you're comfortable with it?

and what about whether you're happy about it?

it takes time

but sometimes it's just so tiring

there are times when they're so great

but then there are times where everything seems wrong

takes time,take time

52 DAYS TO 'O' LEVELS

yes yes,it's less then two months away

now school is just revision,revision,revision

they should just scrape lessons like math or something

during math [e/a] no one's paying attention

cause he is just droning on and on and on

it's crazy!

let us do our own work

and question our doubts if we need to

i DO feel bad that he is like trying so hard

but we don't give a fuck

but it's just the wrong way to work la

I LOVE HISTORY!!!

alrighty.now for the racial harmony day photograghs!!!

THE INFAMOUS A.S.H. [suhailah,afiqa,hazel]

[lifang,hazel,esther]

[clockwise from top-left: esther,hazel,suhailah,nic.c.,afiqa]

[left-right: nic.w.,jagan,suhailah,hazel,lifang]

JAG'S THE CUTEST!!! [lifang,hazel,jagan]

atiqah&hazel

hazel&azwan

hazel&azfar

then sports' day!!!

WE WON BEST CLASS!!! [see that tallest one!?]

on the tracks

with mdm lock being model-isque

hazel and her trophies [missing one though]

(:

i changed my email

so please email me at my current(the kl... one)

and i'll email you my new one

or you could log on to msn

and if i'm online,

you can get my new email

thank you (:

[didn'tknow changing emails was so TROUBLESOME]

i haven't been updating

and actually touching the computer

as i've been training after school everyday

for my sports' day

and it turned out well

with great results

our class won overall class champion

and i won the best individual girls' for the C division

it was great and all our efforts paid off

our tee design was simple but definitely caught people's attention

it was great!

i really wanna thank all those who put in their effort!

thank you 4E5!

[pictures will be uploaded (:]

my knee is busted

and i haven't ran in like four freaking days

my stamina's like crap

oh

mentos yogurt is freaking nice

i'm going gaga

and i'm craving for coffeebean mocha iceblended

and also mike&ikes jellybeans

oh no!

i'm probably high on sugar!

WHEE!

the past friday was great!!!

our entire class wore ethnic costume!!!

atiqah looked great in the qipao

really sent amazing rihanna vibes

fiona was so pretty!!!

she looked damn beautiful in the red qipao too!

afiqa,suhailah,lifang,rachelle,huimin looked marvellous in their bajus

so malay beauty paegent (:

esther,sheela,fengling,mogana,cindy,yingying,eunice,bhaffy in the pretty indian costume

bollywood!!!shah ru khan!!!

injin,grace,bindu in the unique myanmar costume

erm,how'd you say greeting in burmese?

it was a full-fledged camwhoring session by not only the girls but the guys too!!!

i missed many individual photos with many people

but at least we have an incomplete group photo

which was actually suggested by the GUYS!!!

man,i LOVE the class!!!

i'll upload the photos after monday

i promise! (:

stay tune people!

who are friends?

how do we define them?

are they those mere strangers we "seem" to know?

or are they those people we share our ice-creams with?

are they people who we can trust?

or are they just people who we talk to so as not to seem like loners?

who are they?

i think i have an issue with trust

the only people whom i can trust are my seniors from drama

and of course a.s.h.

but other than that...

i trust them all

but there are still underlying episodes

~~~

and then there's the

"don't judge a book by it cover" expression

who knew the quiet neighbour was actually a serial killer?

who knew the quiet girl sitting by the corner is actually harbouring so much dark thoughts

she had to voice it out in an uncouth and immature way?

well,everyone has their childish moments ya?

hey you,yeah you.

back down soon or it's gonna get ugly...

(now,is that immature too?)

she hacked into my blogger account

to obtain my blog url

it totally takes the fun out of people searching for my blog ya?

so i changed my password

(for the second time)

and changed my url

i finally changed my url

i hope it won't be found by the not-to-be-named

it is a long story

i shall share it soon!

(:

we're all living a hard harsh world

we have certain standards to achieve

we have to live by certain "rules"

etiqutte and mannerism

who came up with this whacked crap?

no one but people who see the need to be different

and of higher social standing

what is this?

we are of equal status and standing

why push the limits to obtain a meaningless "name"

what is the use of standing high on a pedestal?

it gives you nothing

to heck with these

but we are pushed

and bound into this mould

happy or not

we have to live by it

it's the last leap into a whole new place

but still in lala mode

how is this possible?

i'm kinda screwing everything up

and i don't feel good about it

i may look like i can't be bothered

and i really don't wanna be

but sometimes,

somethings,

get to me

~~~

i'm changing my url soon

(:

what do you see yourself doing in twenty years' time?

that is what we should constantlyask ourselves

because it keeps us on track

and it reminds us

why we are working so hard

and why we should continue to work so hard

(:

why does it take losing something

to allow one to realise

how emotionally attached

or how important it is to us

why can't we learn to cherish

without loss

why can't we appreciate the value

before it is gone

if the mind sets itself to take things for granted

then it will be neglected and ignored

the value not appreciated

and in many situations

they are not a yo-yo

cause certain things don't return when they are gone

so we have to learn to appreciate the things in life before we lose it forever