haiz.sian.i wanna say so many things buts very lazy to write down.sian.haiz.yesterday(sunday)was my mummy's birthday.then we went to Fish & Co. to have dinner.wah!spend $117 in total.i ate the grilled seasonal catch of the day in cacun sauce.wah!siok leh!i'm drooling already!haha.enjoyed so much.i have decided to come up with reasonable resolutions that i will what to meet by the end of this year,2006.

resolutions
1* stop cracking my knuckles
2* stop biting my nails(bad habit)
3* really carry out CAT
4* take real good care of myself, in and out

people,please help me if you consider me your good kaki.haha.jkjk.i'll try to do my best. (:

oh yah,today wilson didi got sore eyes and then go home then kena both eyes.he first got it because of his bro.then go home kena again.(i tld you it was air-borne)haha.takkaire my dear didi.

takkaire everyone! (: now alot people de immune system deteoriating.so TAKKAIRE!!! (:

haha.so long never update liao.ummm lots of thing happened and i dun wanna talk about it.but today is the first day for the song dedication for teacher's day.then i'm the DJ for the second recess until wednesday.haha.get to miss 4 periods.haha.haiz.then i stuttered twice.shitty mama.sory guys and gals.i really nothing to update about.

takkaire people!

haiz.so sian.on saturday,i after go see the chinese doctor in the morning,then i after awhile,severe headache!head throbbing hard man!then i go lie down.then i feel my body very warm but feeling super cold.then i take temperature, 37.77degrees.not very high but i feel super bad lah.feel like nua nua one.haiz.then i eat lunch then go lie down somemore.then fell asleep.then wake up go out with my mum.haha.but still very uneasy.somemore my bag so heavy.all the music books i need for class later.haha.

then today,got yppae.then got movement class.then very fun.then got one girl(dun think she will read rite?nvm,shan't spoil her "name"),she piss me off lah.she think she's oh so good arhs?always act,everytime act.as if like dun act will die.

made-up scenerio
gal: *starts acting,AGAIN*
me: can you just STOP acting?
gal: oh no,i can't.i'm under a spell.the "must-always-act"spell.if i dun act,i'll die a terrible death

haha.shitty mama lah.why must she act?and it's not only me that thinks so lor.others too.and i just can't stand it.so what if she learns dance?i too learn,but do you see me being cocky?crappy shit lah.

he didn't come again today.last week course got choir,but today dunno why.his lil bro also never come.

it was easier to forget you at the moment,cause you didn't appear.but i dunno if i'll be able to take it if you apear before again. ):

hmmm.if you're thinking why i so early already up.thats because i've gone to see the doctor and just got back.sian.i need to eat more medicine.and somemore is super bitter.bleah!>.< anyway,i have actually made up my mind.and it is to really CAT!!!and i've decided to try not to be so violent.haha.i'll TRY!!!not confirm guarantee chop!haha.

show you guys and gals a ballet photo again.

ain't she graceful?my gawd!i wanna be able to dance like her!!!but i know it'll never happen. ): if any of you pople got see any nice ballet photo,must tell me kaes?hehe!!! (:

takkaire people!spread the love and smiles!!!if need anything or wanna confide in anyone(and you dun mind telling me)then you can come and find me(: and i dun spread secrets of any kind!thats something i can 100%confirm guarantee chop(:

i've decided to give up on you.i dun wanna wait for something that has no ending. ):

haiz.i got nothing to post.but my esther ah ma made a request to update.so here i am...updating.haha.

i think ELVIN NG is a super duper uber hunkie hottie.here's his drama photos (Love at 0°)enjoy! (:


She Wei Xiang (acted by Elvin Ng)

Sun Yi Xin (acted by Rui En) & She Wei Xiang (acted by Elvin Ng)

Sun Yi Xin (acted by Rui En) & She Wei Xiang (acted by Elvin Ng)

Sun Yi Xin (acted by Rui En) & She Wei Xiang (acted by Elvin Ng)

Sun Yi Xin (acted by Rui En) & She Wei Xiang (acted by Elvin Ng)

and now for my FAVOURITE picture.(drumroll...)

She Wei Xiang (acted by Elvin Ng)

SHUAI rite?i know!!!i put super big so you peeps out there can see CLEARLY!!!

credits
all pictures have been taken from channel 8 (http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/shows/drama/view/749/2/.html)

sian

hmmm.let's see what happened today...oh yah.today science and geography teacher never come.then we knew we had to sing song and celebrate teachers' day on 31st august.the rachelle,lifang,esther and me got so HIGH!!!then we decided to compose our own song cause we can't think of any suitable songs.so we called faiz and joel to help.we decided to use the "High School Musical" one of the song, "When there was me and you"de tune.we rewrote the lyrics and voila, a SONG!!!then we used the OSL JJC leadership (that osl members went to) some cheers to add to our mini performance.we got really high.

on saturday, 12 august.we had our BVSS cross-country race.c division girls started first.then i from the back run all the way to the front.then when nearing the end, the stupid teacher direct me wrong and the stupid marshall ever even stop me.i had to detour and guess what? I FINISHED SECOND!!!dun worry i didn't type wrong.i got a BLOODY SECOND!!!can you believe it?i tell mr chan the teacher-in-charge and guess what he say, "nvm lah.sorry i very busy"!!!wth lah!!!how can liddat?NVM!!!of course nvm lah. you teachers never run rite?it means alot to me lor.and becuase of some bloody human error,i end up SECOND!!!it was the first time we were running there.they dun wanna direct properly then at least show us our route lah.never even give us the slightest impression of it and expect us to follow the BLOODY directions of the BLOODY TEACHERS AND MARSHALL!!!what fcuk?i fought all the way from the BACK to the FRONT and this is what i get?!i'm hurt lor.wah lao.this is not only the only problem lor.but i'm not going to post.

you're always on my mind, but your heart a different person.i try to wash you away,but you just keep clinging on.i try to forget you,but you just won't disappear.why oh why?you keep standing here?

down in my life

haiz.so sian.and my life is so down it can't be worse(i hope so)haiz.dun really wanna blog about my life cause it sucks.haha.lots happened and i hate it!especially when people blame and accuse you of doing things that you didn't do!

well i talked to him yesterday night(until my effing dad off the com) and also today!yay!i'm SOOOO HAPPY!!!i'm like in the world of euphoria!untili remember my miserable life and go sucked in back to reality.well, i really enjoyed talking to HIM lah!all my close kakis will know who i'm talking about! :)

i wanted to forget you,but you always make it so hard.your smile,you eyes, your everything just makes me wanna hold on a little longer.