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haiz.. dunno whats wrong with me.. feeling so on-off like in my previous post.. well i hate my two idiotic bros.. especially the old one.. he's such an asshole.. i really hate them.. well, didn't fail my eoys but not very satisfying.. just watched "Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire".. it was was a blast.. for those who are thinking of passing it, shouldn't.. cause you'll regret it.. trst me.. hahaz.. very confused about some bgr issues.. not saying that i'm popular or likable.. i'm the most ugliest person in the world.. just some people are blind.. no offence.. at ballet, i just ended my life there.. wanted to cry the very moment.. but held back my tears.. got replaced by Sarah, a freshman in non-syllabus class as leader for an exercise.. not saying that i look down on her or anything.. but its very heart-breaking to be replaced by someone who is junior to you.. to add on, my teacher only chose Vanessa and Samantha to do Grade 6 exams.. WHY? am i that bad? am i that not up to standard? i really hate myself.. i just wish i'm half as good as them.. they are just born that flexible and perfect.. i tried practising whenever i could.. but it just doesn't pay off.. call me a failure.. i dun care.. i just wanna do exams.. but the line is drawn.. they rock and i suck..